Chapter 117 - first love

when Kaneki lost control of his body, he told how he felt about those girls and his fear and how he thinks he's causing problems for Shino and Yuuka.

Shino who heard everything tried to calm him down and told him she wanted to be friends with him.

But it only made him remembering her face and when he got control again he tried to make another seal for his heart but it didn't work.

after that he went back to Shino but in a clearly depressed state and they haven't talked for the rest of the competition for 3 hours.

July 11, 2042

1:23 p.m*

Shino: times up, the competition is over we can reel in our hooks back.

Kaneki: nods*

They reeled in their hooks.

Shino: do you think we won?

Kaneki: nods*

Shino: sigh~ it wouldn't hurt to at least speak one word. Well I guess we just need to wait for everyone else.

Kaneki: nods*

Shino's thoughts*

(Dang it, I said all those words and made him depressed... I really messed up now. And he called me Shita-chan does that mean he remembered my face? I don't know what to do. Is there really a way for me to fix our relationship or is our relationship unfixable? I don't know, I don't know, how can I be his childhood friend again? We were together since we were babies and he always cared about me and the others I wish i could be with him forever!... Be with him forever why did i say that?)

She began to remember.

"So do you have a crush on anyone Shino?"

(What is this?!)

Of a memory.

"Well of course Sachi"

"Really? Who is it?"

Long forgotten.

(Wait isn't this?)

"Its Kaneki of course!"

(My first love... Wasn't Itadori-kun but Kaneki... I truly am... the worse, i should've chose him instead)

10 minutes later*

Yuuka: looks like everyone had returned!

Ryueki: yeah, but lets focus on something more important who won the competition?

Keita: well its definitely not us Itadori we did not catch any fish at all.

Ryueki: shut up!

Keita: and when we did caught some you weren't able to-

Ryueki: S-SHUT UP!!!

Natsuki: no need to fight lets just ask Tanaka-san.

Miku: I agree.

Natsuki: hey Tanaka-san?!

Shino came out of her tent.

???: eek! What happened to you?

Shino: its nothing.

Ryueki's thoughts*

(Wait here's my Chance)

Ryueki: don't tell me Higanbana attacked you?!

???: wait what?

???: well he's not here so it

Natsuki: wait! Wait! Don't come up with conclusions just yet lets ask her.

Ryueki: but she looks-

Shino: don't worry that's not the case.

Ryueki: there's no need to defend him just tell us what really hap-

Shino was fed up.

Shino: I'M TELLING YOU HE DID NOTHING!!!

Miku: Shino-Oneechan no need to yell. Just tell us what happened, why do you look depressed?

Shino: sigh~ sorry, its just i think I said something that was hurtful to Higanbana-kun.

???: huh? What did you say?

Shino: i honestly don't remember.

Natsuki: where is he?

Shino: i think I saw him go over there by that big rock.

Natsuki: I'll check on him.

Natsuki's thoughts*

(Somethings wrong Tanaka-san has the color of guilt even more what happened?)

Natsuki got to the rock and called out.

Natsuki: hey Higanbana-kun are you there?!

Nom nom nom nom*

Natsuki: (is he eating?) Hey come out.

Kaneki showed himself.

Natsuki: HIGANBANA-KUN!!!

Keiko: hey what's wrong?!

Natsuki: Higanbana-kun is full of blood!

Everyone: What?!!

Kaneki: hey you're just exaggerating .

???: he really is!

???: what happened!?

Ryueki: hey did you drink Tanaka's blood?!

Kaneki: what? seriously? You thought I drank her blood? I may be half demon but I don't consume human blood.

Ryueki: oh yeah? So why are you covered in blood?!

Kaneki: i am going to hate this.

Kaneki walked oto the rock and showed them a bucket full of.

Kaneki: I was eating the fish guts and gills.

Everyone:...

Everyone looked at him with confusion.

Kaneki: hey I eat when I'm stressed and I'm half demon its not surprising I can eat things raw!.

Natsuki: and why are you stressed?

Kaneki: it ain't part of your business! I'm gonna go eat in peace.

???: what about lunch?

Kaneki: I made some fried rice while fishing you guys can get some at the big pot over there.

Natsuki: I'm alright but what happened to Tana-

Swoosh*

???: he ran away...

???: what even happened while we were gone?

Shino: well lets clear our hands first before eating.

Everyone:... Alright.

Yuuka's thoughts*

(What's wrong with Shino-chan? She looks depressed and same goes for Kaneki).

Chikao's thoughts*

(I feel like she remembered something she forgotten)

Miku's thoughts*

(I hope Onii-chan and Shino-Onee didn't fight, I'm getting more worried now i think i should talk to her again later)

Natsuki's thoughts*

(I'm going to talk to Kaneki when I'm alone, I need to know what happened)

1 hour later*

Miku: hey Shino-Onee! Can we talk?

Shino: sure...

Miku brought Shino a bit far from camp with Shino without anyone following them.

Yuuka: Hey Shino.

Shino: hey Yuuka...

Miku: okay since we're alone what happened? Did you and Onii-chan fight?

Shino:...

Yuuka: don't worry you can tell us we'll listen.

"How long were you I love with him exactly?"

"Ever since we were kids Sachi!"

Upon remembering another memory she broke down.

Shino: AAAAAHHHH! I'm the worst i should've chose him instead!

Miku: what are you?

Yuuka: calm down Shino! Why are you?

Shino: not only Ive hurt my childhood friend but I lost my first love! I-I don't deserve to be with him!

Miku: first love? Wait do you mean?!

Shino: yeah... My first love wasn't Itadori-kun but... It was Kaneki and i forgotten...

Yuuka: Shino...

Miku: Shino-Onee...

Hearing those words pained the 2... But..

"I like him"

"When I grow up I want to marry him!"

Yuuka: huff~! What was that?

Miku: what the-?!

Just like Shino they remembered a long forgotten memory as well.

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