The days at the Kirean estate passed like a steady rhythm, quickly turned into months and then eventually years. Rui, now approaching his seventh year, had become accustomed to the routine of the estate, the quiet hum of the nobles' lives moving around him like a distant melody. Though he had grown used to his mother's lessons, and his father's occasional glimpses of advice, Rui still struggled to fit himself fully into their world.
Most of his time was spent in the company of the younger children, some of whom were also of noble blood, others merely children of the estate's servants. They often played games in the gardens or inside the grand hall, where they'd compete in small competitions of skill—races, riddles, or games of strategy.
Though Rui had mentally grown at a rapid pace due to his past memories, his body was still that of a child, and he found himself at a slight disadvantage when it came to physical challenges. He wasn't as strong or fast as the others. Still, he did his best to participate, though it was rare for him to win. The older children would often smile and encourage him, though there were moments when Rui could sense their curiosity about him. He didn't quite belong to their world, and they knew it.
Yet, there was a quiet respect between him and a few of the older children. Liora, a girl a few years his senior, had taken a particular interest in him. She was clever, with sharp eyes that seemed to take in everything around her. She had a quiet grace, and although she was more inclined to the traditional games of noble children, she had a way of making space for Rui in their conversations.
"Do you ever feel like you're not like the others?" Liora asked one evening, her voice soft as she sat next to him in the gardens.
Rui tilted his head, not quite understanding the question. "Not like them?"
She smiled, her eyes twinkling in the fading sunlight. "You think about things differently. You don't rush to play games or talk about silly things. You're always deep in thought. It's not bad!," she added quickly, noticing the frown on Rui's face. "I think it's... interesting."
Rui considered her words carefully. "I don't know how to play like they do." He shrugged, though there was an undertone of frustration in his voice. "I want to be good at something, but I don't know what that something is yet."
Liora looked at him curiously, as though she had stumbled upon something she hadn't expected. "Maybe it's not about winning, you know. Maybe it's about learning... who you are."
Rui looked down at the ground, mulling over her words. He didn't fully understand, but something about them felt important. He had spent so much time trying to control magic, trying to be the best at it, but was there something more? Something else he needed to understand? Something he...forgot?
His days with the other children continued to teach him lessons in patience and observation. When they were playing games of tag or racing through the fields, Rui often found himself falling behind. Yet, he didn't mind as much as he once had. His thoughts drifted to the many things his mother had taught him—about balance, about control, about the importance of stillness. And in those moments of feeling left behind, he found a quiet solace in knowing that he was not yet ready for what lay ahead.
His father, Soren, often spoke little to him but would catch his eye with a knowing glance when they passed each other in the halls. Rui didn't fully understand his father's silence, but he knew that Soren was observing him, as though waiting for something. The weight of his father's expectations wasn't heavy, but it was ever-present, lingering like the cool shade of the trees in the garden.
But there were other, more subtle changes occurring within Rui, things that were difficult for him to comprehend. His awareness of his body deepened, as though he could feel the air around him, the sway of his movements in ways that felt different. It wasn't a sharp, clear sensation, but more of a murmur in the back of his mind—a quiet whisper that spoke of something just out of reach.
He became more aware of his surroundings. He could sense the faint traces of mana in the air, not in the way he had when he was younger, but in a deeper, more intuitive way. It was as though the world had become a living thing, full of whispers and currents that he could almost hear, almost understand. He had felt this before, in moments of quiet, but now it was constant—an undercurrent, a presence that tugged at him, pulling him toward something.
Still, nothing drastic happened. No sudden surge of magic, no immediate awakening. It was simply a feeling, a quiet knowing that something was coming.
One evening, as the soft orange glow of the setting sun bathed the estate in warm light, Arielle appeared before Rui in the courtyard, a serene smile on her face. He had been sitting by the fountain, gazing at the water as it rippled under the evening breeze.
"Rui," she called, her voice gentle but full of authority.
Rui looked up, standing slowly to meet her gaze. "Yes, Mother?"
"You've been doing well, very well...," Arielle said, her eyes scanning him with a quiet, searching expression. "But you've also been doing more than just training. I see you growing, not just in magic, but in other ways."
Rui felt a strange tightness in his chest, unsure of what she meant. "I don't understand."
Arielle's smile softened. "It's hard to explain. But you're becoming more aware, more attuned to yourself and the world around you. You're learning balance, and that is no small feat."
Rui felt a strange heat rise in his chest at her words, a mix of pride and uncertainty. "But I'm not... as strong as the others."
Arielle stepped closer, placing a hand on his shoulder. "Strength comes in many forms, Rui. Your magic will grow in time, but so will your understanding of the world. You're already stronger than you think. You will see that in due time soon."
Rui didn't fully understand her words, but for the first time in a long while, he felt a warmth settle in his chest. His journey was just beginning, and perhaps—just perhaps—he was already on the right path?
That night, as Rui lay in bed, his mind was quiet for the first time in months. The usual restlessness that had defined his days seemed to slip away, replaced by an unspoken sense of peace. He didn't know what tomorrow would bring, or the day after that. But he knew one thing for certain: he was ready for whatever came next.
And deep within him, there was the faintest whisper, as though the world itself was calling him forward, waiting for him to take the next step.