CHAPTER ONE

Hi, my name is Rue McClanahan, you know things got really hard when my dad died when I was 12 and it got me involved in drugs and I am not pretty sure I am a drug addict. my sister and mom thought I got psyche and got me enrolled in a psychiatric hospital when I was 14. I got discharged when I was 16, though it was tough spending 2 years in a hospital full of psyche and I was finally back home. after a month I met this guy, his name was Ash, he is kinda the kind of guy I would hang out with and also he was a drug dealer. though spending 2 years in that hospital doesn't mean it could change the way I am so, we hang out, he sold me some DC (Hard Drugs like cocaine) every day for the rest of the year.

my mom started suspecting me still being a drug addict and she got me tested every week. but trying my best to make sure I don't cross her lines though we have a lot of augment mostly every night before I go to bed and she will be like "Rue, why are you coming back by this time of the night" all I will have to say to her is "why will you even bother". we may have a long conversation almost every night though I know she was just a mother, a mother who will take care of her child. all I was always trying to do was to escape her disciplinary so we argued. maybe lock me up in my room till dawn.

I was the kind of girl that believed that nothing on earth can stop me from becoming who I am or what I will become. so I sneak out every night through my window get some DCs from ash and inspiration high "High as F**k".

After few month my mom plan was no vivid she thought enrolling me into high school will be a brilliant, Eastern High. to me i think it will be a brilliant idea also a bad idea cuz option one, i will have enough time doing drugs around school especially bathroom, option two, maybe skip school to meet ash so i can but drugs but the problem is, what if i get caught my Principal Malcolm Faye, He is a friend of mom since high school and so if anything bad happens he will for sure contact mom, and i will be so grounded for 3 weeks or so, So i need to keep my self clean preparing for school this summer, only god knows what it will look like, if it will go as plan.

THE JOURNEY OF MY LIFE BEGINS..........