I am Bella ,16 yrs old from a family of five,recently i don't know what that is wrong with me i just feel like i don't belong here.so this is all about me and everything that is happening around me,and it all started from my college.i came from a humble home,you wont call us rich neither can you call us poor,my mom is a farmer,like a full time farmer and my dad is a chef,so today im going to my new school and im nervous so because of that i have been fumbling with the shiny stone i picked from our farm since last week.I don't really know why i'm so obsessed with this little shiny stone,but i just love it and i feel so attached.
So today im going to my new school and its my first visit,im so so nervous,i don't know if they are going to like me or are they going to feel like im weird,i don't really know what to feel like,and im going to really miss everyone since its a boarding school that im going to,this are just the things that where running through my mind as we moving to my new school,but then i started hearing my mum's voice though it seems far and near at the same time,it seems like she was telling me to breath,
and she sounds so nervous and anxious but that was the only thing i know , then everywhere turned dark,i was surrounded by darkness and i don't know since when but it was like since forever.
My spirit was wondering around nothingness,everywhere was dark and nobody could hear me
I feel so lost until i saw a light,a tiny dot of light,that was just like a hope to me,just like a new beginning,i started walking towards it with a new determination,with a new dream and different expectations