After I screwed up the suits. I got fired as it was only my first day, they decided not to press charges, partly because it was their fault for not giving proper training. I was given the payment for the one day I worked, and I was told to pay for the cost of the suits, thankfully they were not that costly, I just had to work for a few weeks to pay the cost of the suits. I had to find another job, if I wanted to pay of the loan and to buy more gromium.The next day I went to a recruitment centre to get a job, I even found an easy and good paying job, but the problem was I had to go to another town. I dreaded changes because I have to adjust everywhere I go because I can't stand up for myself, I hate myself for being weak. Even if I try i can't seem to grow my powers permanently, temporarily I get the absorbed power. That is why I am so weak.