When it's all over ...she wants to give herself the warmest embrace ,pat herself on the back and tell herself "we did it". She wants to start anew. She wants to wake up and have slow mornings . She wants to sit on the front porch of her yard decorated with spring flowers and drink a cup of delicious coffee. Coffee made just like her : sweet, strong , supportive , light and extremely warm . Inviting and familiar to her soul . She wants to watch the sunrise and name each bird that flys in the sky. She wants to smile at strangers and wish them a wonderful morning . She wants to admire the sound of the birds singing and notifying everyone that a new day full of opportunities and happiness awaits them . She wants happiness and positivity . She wants a life as radiant as the sun . She wants to breathe in the fresh air as the breeze brushes against her face. She wants to close her eyes and have no thoughts at all . She wants a slow start to the morning ...no rushing and worries like she has now . She wants to get ready and catch up with some friends ...maybe in a café .She wants to read books because she loves the feeling of holding one in her hand , the smell of it and the places it takes her to. She likes rainy days and the drops that slides down her window. She loves summer and the sun kissing her face , she loves the changing of the trees and the falling of the Autumn leaves. She loves the flowers that bloom in Spring and all the beauty it brings. She loves deep conversations that makes sense . She loves the wind blowing through her hair , she loves slow jams . She loves a homemade meal. She loves admiring seniors who are young at heart . She loves kind people . She loves good food shared with her favourite people . She loves watching movies late at night .She loves self-care days . She loves moments that makes her feel like she's in a movie with a happy ending . She loves the smiles on people's faces and how different each smile line is designed . She's a lover not a fighter . She loves deeply . She loves simple things and to live like this ...she doesn't mind being alone . She finds peace in the things that sometimes feels underrated .She loves kids building castles in the sand , others tanning in the sun . She loves waiters who are  already familiar with her order .She loves the ocean , the sky , the stars that shine ever so bright at night .The reflection of the full moon shining on her face .Moments  that are nostalgic .She wants nothing else , everything else in this world is blocked out . When it's all over ...she loves .