Avian stood at the balcony, staring into space as his thoughts drifted to Onyx. He tried to avoid thinking about her but it was impossible as every breath he took reminded him of her and it hurt like hell. To everyone, he was dealing with it in a logical way judging from his outside appearance but on the inside, his soul had been stripped dead and he was tormented by her death and it grew worse with every passing second.
He cussed at nature inwardly for giving him a beautiful gift that came with the payment of eternal pain. He had no regrets whatsoever but the only regret he had was not being able to protect her or at the very least give her the family she had always dreamt of having before she died.