(John Thomas pov)
*huh...hua....ha....max come here
as max came to me he saw all the blood of T-shirt he started crying and telling me what to do i knew that i was dying very fast and my legs felt weak so i calmly reassured him that everything was going to be okay
i told him to be brave that i was proud to see him my brother i gave him the misson to lead the other kids to the orphanage i wasn't going to leave them here alone to face the rest of the gang or worse he start crying and telling me go with him i know this could be traumatizing for him in the future
so i told him to never i mean to never blame himself
for any of this so i slowly and painfully wrote a letter for mary explaining my the situation and some of /the will of zero/ i wanted max to become it's successor afther my death i told her
to bury my body in the orphanage as it was my true home further explaining not to my tell family anything and the reason why as for my last words to her i told her what i've thinking this year because i know
i know she loved me but didn't have the courage to tell me despite the age defence i loved her too so told her in this letter that i loved her and not blame herself for my death and to find true love again afther my death i told her that i knew my death may affect her the most so i apologized for my recklessness and my stupidity
because i know that not matter how much will i have i am sill a human limted by death
and so i was truly thankful that I bought my backpack with me here or i wouldn't had the chance to write this to her
i gave max the letter that was stained with my dry blood and told him to leave
and as i watched a crying max and rest of the children fade in the distance i let out a small tear it didn't since i was seven year old
i didn't know what was it for
was it for the happiness of the end of the
struggle?
or was it the regret of not spending a life with my loved ones ?
i watched as the darkness took my vision and felt the heat leaving my body
i felt extremely cold and lonely but in the last moment i saw my life flash before my eyes
and all i did was form one last smile of satisfaction with my lips on my face
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and i felt it i felt everything and nothing at the same time
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i felt my soul leave my body...
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