Walking nonstop without a destination, bearing happiness and painful memories. Kaz doesn't care where he ends up.
Until he stumbled upon a forest where wild animals live. Instead of being afraid, he laughed loudly and screamed that immediately spreading through the forest.
His voice spread throughout the forest until he heard an answering howl from the animal species.
Instead, to run, Kaz screamed and the howl could be heard again and again as if it was getting closer in his direction. "
I'M HERE!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!" Kaz shouted loudly as tears continued to drip down his cheeks. Nonchalantly standing.
'I don't care anymore' he said in a whisper.
He knelt and lay down while the loud howl of the wild beast quickly headed towards his destination, not just one, but a group of animals that howled as if they hadn't eaten for several days.
Kaz just lay there, waiting for his death in the middle of the forest. While watching the stars in the sky, Kaz smiled and slowly closed his eyes.
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"W-Where am I.... Have I left the world...?" Kaz's eyes widened when he saw a familiar ceiling and he rolled his eyes. Roaming, scanning the stuff.
"W-Window! B-Bed! C-Chair! And most of all...." Kaz gulped nervously as he slowly walked towards a bed. Where a woman lying with her back. And when he got there next to the woman, he slowly touched the blanket wrapped around the woman.
But he was stopped when the woman faced him. Suddenly, Kaz fell to his knees and burst into tears when he saw the one he loved the most, just no tears were coming out. Kaz doesn't know what to do. First, wake up the girl while she sleeps or watch the girl's innocent face again while she sleeps. He misses these days, it's been years since Kaz saw her face, breathing with life in her skin.
He had only one thing in mind, Kaz was happy to see the most important thing in his little life.
Gazing at the woman's face, Kaz couldn't help but caress the woman's cheeks gently. But Kaz didn't know what to do, when he caressed the woman's cheek it just penetrated the cheeks.
'W-What is this....., I-I'm just another...'
"Hmmmmmm....." Kaz just looked at the woman when she made a low voice. Kaz didn't even know, if the woman could see him or not. In a second, Kaz accepted the fate he was facing and stood up with hope.
He accepted that it is better to be with his beloved than in another world where he lives alone.
Kaz just brought his face closer to the woman lying on the bed and kissed her forehead. He didn't expect the girl to react to the kiss. But the woman gently caressed his forehead where Kaz kissed.
"....Later, please." The woman said while trying to open her eyes. A sweet smile formed on Kaz's lips when he heard those sweet voices again.
"...... Are you there...." Kaz couldn't understand why he couldn't hear the name the woman was saying. But some words are heard. Kaz just held the woman's hands even though they were just penetrating. Unexpectedly, the woman quickly hid her hands towards the thigh.
"It's cold...." The beautiful woman covered herself with the blanket again and Kaz sat down in the woman's chair on the side of the bed. Kaz doesn't know why he can sit but can't touch the woman's soft palms.
While sitting, Kaz recalls his memories. And unexpectedly, he remembers everything that happened in his life.
'I don't know, where I am. And why I'm here. But the important thing is that I'm with her again, even if I can't hold his hands I'm happy because I can see her alive and smiling.' Kaz told himself, again and again, to finally accept that he was just another soul.
While accepting his fate, the woman on the bed stood up when she suddenly heard the loud alarm clock ringing in the room. A woman with blonde and white hair and silver eyes, with a well-shaped nose, red lips, and attractive beauty, skin as smooth as fluffy things and with snow color, long legs, and a slender body.
'Yukime....' Kaz's smile reached his ears when Yukime was the girl lying on the bed. His Yukime in his world.
"I'm late again, okay..." Yukime quickly got up and went to her bathroom. Take a quick shower, eat breakfast, and leave. In just a minute, Yukime was no longer in her room. And Kaz just laughed with joy that his Yukime still hasn't changed.
'Yukime..... Ahahahaha.' Laughing with tears, he didn't expect and still couldn't believe, seeing that Yukime was so energetic, living in her life, he was satisfied. Kaz suddenly stopped laughing when he looked at a photo on the table next to him.
No matter what Kaz did, he couldn't make out who the man in the photo was, but he only had one thing in mind, envy, and jealousy. Her Yukime has another man in this world. However, he was not jealous. Because the man's face could not be seen properly, his eyes were dazzled when he stared at the photo.
But this did not stop him from wanting to follow Yukime. At first, he was hesitant to leave. Kaz remembered that a soul cannot leave its place. But when Kaz tried to go through the door, he was relieved that nothing was stopping him.
Looking left and right, even though the memories were hazy, he still remembered this place and the apartment Yukime lived in. As the memories came back to him, Kaz looked off into the distance. He couldn't believe that this place was the same as he was used to. Nothing changed, just the same. That's why Kaz knows where Yukime is going.
Kaz would have tried to go through the stairs, but when he remembered he was just a soul. Kaz closed his eyes for a moment and slowly jumped up. It was a miracle that he was able to fly but it didn't last. Kaz fell to the ground like a rock.
"Ahahahahaha." Kaz just laughed and got up. He studied the surroundings first before he left. And already familiar with the place. Started, walking towards where Yukime was. While walking along the roadside, Kaz passes a small park where he meets Yukime.
But he did not hesitate to stop. He continued walking and within minutes found the place where Yukime was. In the school where they study.
'I'm in the past...?' Kaz whispered and entered the gate. Fortunately, there weren't many students on this day because it was Saturday. But there are also a few students. In just an instant, Kaz was stopped when his Yukime was hugging a man next to a tree.
".... What happened to you?" Yukime uttered while trying to break free from the man's embrace.
"........"
"Do not worry."
Whispered while stroking the man's hair. While Kaz, seething with jealousy and anger, he couldn't help but rush both of them at the same time throwing heavy punches at the man. Fist shaking with anger straight hit both. Even though his punches were only penetrating, he never stopped punching the man's back.
Kaz stopped his fists as he realized that his penetrating punch was also hitting Yukime.
'S-Sorry...' Even though they couldn't hear him, he apologized anyway.
He just looked at the pavement at the foot while listening to what they were talking about. But he couldn't understand what the man was saying, Kaz could only hear Yukime's voice clearly.
Kaz couldn't figure out why the man's voice couldn't be heard but for Kaz. It was better than the man's voice is heard while they were flirting. He doesn't know what might happen once his Yukime jumps in excitement once she hears sweet words coming from the guy.
Kaz just closed his eyes and pretended that he and Yukime were talking.
"If you go to bed early you won't be like this"
'Not so, Yukime.'
"What are you talking about, maybe you stayed up too late."
'I'm just tired, because of the problem I'm facing.'
"Hey! You're always like that. If you stay up again, I won't wake you up."
'Really? If I'm not wrong, you're the one who always wakes up at noon.'
"T-That's.... What..... Fine!...."
'I know you well, you also taught me how to...'
"... Take care of that!" At the same time push the man and turn her back. And Kaz watched as the man lay down on the pavement. Instead of just staring, Kaz stomped on the man. Just like before, his kick just penetrated. But, he doesn't stop.
"........"
"You too? I remembered a while ago, something cold was also touching me. It's winter, we can't avoid it"
"......" Kaz just sat down when he saw the sweet smile as she reached for the man's hand and pulled it.
When the man was standing, the two headed into the school building, while Kaz was unable to move. Don't know if a thirsty heart can handle seeing Yukime with another man.
Despite the anger and jealousy. Somehow, dared to follow the two.
While walking, Kaz caught the attention of a woman who was standing staring at the sky as if she could see the moon. The woman is very serious in her actions.
He tried to see the face of the girl, and when he saw the woman's face well, Kaz couldn't help but give her a big hug. Even though his hugs were only penetrating, he didn't stop hugging her tightly.
'Yukisha!' Kaz whispered. He wanted to cry but no tears came out of his eyes. Just wail in tears without tears coming out.
'Thank you and you're alive...' Kaz repeated over and over. He just stopped when Yukisha turned around and walked in the direction Yukime was heading. But Kaz, still couldn't believe what his eyes were seeing. Instead of following them, he just decided to give them time. Kaz just went to the school gate, waiting for the two.
If he wasn't mistaken, Yukime and Yukisha went home at the same time, but he wasn't sure if the man was with them. Kaz endured seconds, minutes, hours, noon, and afternoon. Until the two women, he wanted to see passed in front of him.
Yukime and Yukisha, talked happily while walking together. While the men who pass by just stare at their beauty and are mesmerized by their voices. And with Kaz there. He forgot that he was just another soul and did what he always did when he was still studying. Watched from a distance until the two women were out of sight.
Kaz just woke up from his dream when he noticed that the man was next to him, watching Yukime and Yukisha's back.
Kaz did a quick punch to the man's stomach, not only him, there were many men in the area, watching the two. All the males stared at his girls. Gave a strong fist. Kaz just left with anger and food for the two.
"Sister Yukime, don't you still want to go back home."
"Yukisha, how many times do I have to tell you that I decided to leave for my precious sister. But don't worry, even if I forget our Dad and his girl, I will never forget you. So, don't end up lik me, okay?" Yukime gave Yukisha a tight hug.