[TAMIKO]
"Do you really wanna know how I am?" Tamiko teased as he ran a finger down Gabe's cheeks. He could feel Gabe tense up, and lean into him, and boy did Tamiko love that reaction.
"Iko—" Gabe breathed out, making Tamiko arch a brow at the name.
"Baby," Tamiko responded sensually, like he was feeling what Gabe was feeling, even though all he had was disgust for the man so close to him. He hated this man more than he ever hated anyone.
"I need you, please," Gabe said frustratedly, and Tamiko roughly smashed his lips against Gabe's, surprising both himself and the young Grealor alpha.
'Fuck it,' Tamiko thought to himself before he continued what he had unintentionally started.
He needed a release and Gabe being here was really tempting him. He had a feeling that he would regret this, but honestly, he couldn't give two shits about what was going to happen after.
Gabe's lips were soft, even as Tamiko tugged a little too harshly. It was like the young lycan was desperate for some feeling, one that he had only ever felt once before and one that he definitely knew Gabriel Grealor wouldn't ever be able to give him.
But he had to try, right?
"Oh… Mmm… Oww… I—" Gabe tried when he felt Tamiko bite his lips a little too hard, so that he could feel the metallic taste of his own blood.
But that didn't seem to stop Tamiko.
If anything, he just pulled Gabe closer to him, holding tightly as he kissed the living lights out of the man. The only problem was that none of them were enjoying it anymore.
Well, Tamiko hadn't been enjoying their contact.
He only wanted to forget the familiar beautiful eyes and the strong arms that he had enjoyed sleeping in. He wanted to forget the smile that had made him feel safe, only to abandon him in the end.
He wanted to forget and at the same time, he didn't want to forget, because if he did forget, then he would have nothing else to anchor him with his sanity and he would go nuts.
It was making him so crazy and he hated this feeling. He wanted to get lost in anything, and Gabe had presented himself as the perfect escape, though it seemed like that wasn't also working for the young lycan.
Unlike Tamiko who was desperate for an escape, Gabriel had been holding on to the hope that the lycan would look at him differently, only that it was way off the charts that Gabe had been hoping for.
"Tamiko stop, please," Gabe pleaded, as he tried to get himself out of Tamiko's grip. But the lycan wouldn't let go.
If anything, he shifted his kisses from Gabe's torn lip to his shoulders, right where Tamiko's mark would sit. He kissed, nibbled, and sucked so hard that he left a few bruises, but even then, Tamiko didn't stop.
And Gabe was getting scared.
"Relax, we both want this, alright?" Tamiko expressed, his anger so clear, as he roughly pushed Gabe to the nearest wall, tearing off his shirt in the process.
Gabe, who had been trying to free himself from his mate's grip, had failed, even though he had used his alpha strength.
Of course, Tamiko was stronger than Gabe had known, but this kind of strength was different, and new to him. He had never imagined that the man he had bullied his whole life would be this powerful.
"You're hurting me, Iko," Gabe pleaded, but Tamiko didn't stop. Instead, he paces angry kisses on Gabe's chest, going down to his abdomen, only stopping when he felt a tear fall down the chest he was roughly kissing.
It wasn't what he expected and Tamiko felt like a monster for forcing himself on the man he was to love. Sure, the man was Gabe and the bastard he had seen his revenge in, but this wasn't how Tamiko had planned it.
Not like this and certainly not when he was scarring their intimacy. This was cruel even for him and Tamiko felt his heart drop at his mate's tears. He wanted to wipe them away and comfort the young alpha.
Tamiko wanted to apologize to Gabe and tell him that this wasn't what he had thought of. He wanted to tell Gabe that he would never do anything to ruin the sanctity of their bond, but he had already crossed that line.
Gabe would definitely see him in a different light, and Tamiko hated that. He wanted to apologize truly, but he couldn't get himself to say the magical words. In fact, it was probably easier for him to lie and tell Gabe that he loved him, than actually apologize for this.
Perhaps it was because he had been so angry with Gabe for years and this was just his lycan lashing out at the first chance, which was horrible. Granted, he was disappointed in himself too, but Tamiko knew there was no going back.
He was already a monster and maybe this was the way of the universe, and he couldn't interfere. So taking a deep frustrated breath, he turned to stare at the man with pretty black eyes, that meant nothing to him.
"Get the fuck out," Tamiko bellowed at the young alpha and Gabe stood there, staring at his mate with shock. He had never imagined that there would come a time when the tables switched up on him.
This was all so new and the fact that Tamiko was angry didn't make him feel any safer.
"What?" Gabe asked and Tamiko angrily got up and punched the wall, a little too close to Gabe's ear. He knew he could have smashed the alpha's head into the wall, but he had intentionally missed, which was crazy.
"I. Said. Get the fuck out. Unless you wanna continue this on my bed. But I doubt with your fucking tears, you will give me any pleasure. I'm certainly not in the mood to work for pleasure tonight, perhaps some other day.
"Now get the fuck out before I slam you on that bed, and fuck the damn senseless tears out of your system; the only thing you will think of is me and only me. I promise you, it won't be in the most pleasant of ways.
"I'll say this one more time, Gabriel. GET OUTTTT!!!" Tamiko said angrily and this time Gabe knew that he wasn't needed here. He was confused as hell and wished there was more he could do.
So carefully, he slipped under Tamiko's arms and walked out, only to be stopped by Tamiko, again.
"Wait," Tamiko sighed defeatedly as he looked at his shirtless mate who had marks all over him.
"Here, take this," Tamiko said as he removed his shirt and forcefully put it on Gabe, like a possessive alpha wolf. It was crazy what he was doing and Gabe raised a brow at the action.
"Only I get to see my pretty marks on you. I find out you are sleeping with other wolves or even falling in love with another, I will wring their necks and send them to you," Tamiko said coldly, and Gabe just nodded as he walked away.
Once Gabe was out of sight, Tamiko slammed the door angrily before he let out a frustrated growl.
'What am I becoming?'