It was a brief look inside the mind of his creator, and Andar knew he would never be the same again, there were some doors that should never be opened.
He had never felt so vulnerable, he should not have seen this memory, his nerves felt raw as if they had been irreparably damaged… Perhaps Rowan had expected that Andar would be much stronger before he was able to access these memories, but this event did nothing but push it forward.
How could he have expected that Andar would meet Mages as powerful as Tower Masters when he was nothing but a Rank 1 Mage? Of all the emotions that Andar had towards him, from adoration, love, and many others, a new one was added to the list, and it was terror.
Rowan's mind seemed to be filled with nothing but endless ice and… nothingness. It was like being inside the mind of the void. It seemed to be nothing but an infinite nothingness, yet it was also aware.