"It is not polite to keep an old woman waiting" I heard faruq said as Jiddah nudged me towards Ammi and I shyly went to her and hugged her. Her arms were comforting and it was a nice feeling having a mother figure hug you and before I knew it I was in tears and I felt her rubbing my back telling me things will be alright. It was the most embarrassing moment of my life crying infront of my inlaw, my best friend and fianceé!.
Oh get a grip of yourself babe and stop embarrassing us my subconscious shouted in my head and I pictured her infront of a mirror doing her makeup and rolling her eyes at me.
will you shut up! Am having a moment and I quickly shook the thought away as I realized I was having a conversation with my self Again which happens alot ever since I blocked away the memories of my childhood and I had no one to talk to except the alter ego I created which is my subconscious.
