This man's daily life is no longer as free as before. He was determined to go abroad for the sake of sacred love, but instead left a seed that will continue to grow in the womb of a foreign woman. His movements are like someone is always watching when he is in the workshop or at home. Want to get angry, but the person only glanced at it and left. There was no time to be chased let alone interrogated. Darwin was fed up with his life now, what more could they want?
"Mas Darwin, this is lunch, don't forget to eat," said a sweet girl with big eyes and a tall, slim body, who came to visit him. Darwin stopped holding the muffler, he had cleaned and headed inside. The girl continued to follow him to the back. His mother wanted them to get married because this girl is obedient and very simple. She can accept things as they are. Good at cooking, diligent, and smart in taking care of small children because she is a kindergarten teacher.
A mother's perfect view of her son's companion can care for and serve all her son's needs without complaining and help out with every difficulty in life.
"Thanks, Irma," he said making the girl blush. His body shriveled up, pressed against the wall. Darwin opened the contents of the basket brought by Irma. On top, there are 3 boiled eggs, perked (mashed potatoes seasoned, sliced spring onion, and then balled into small oval spoon-sized fists after which they are fried with egg white coating), fried tempeh, fried tofu, and chili sauce. The center contains white rice topped with fried onions and original unseasoned potato chips. The last part is very refreshing, namely the yellow soup which has a distinctive aroma of lemongrass, and lime leaves, and contains shredded chicken, chopped white cabbage, and bean sprouts. The aroma made Darwin's stomach growl begging to be filled.
"Can't wait to eat, have you eaten?" Asked Darwin.
"Yes already, finish it, Mas Darwin, I'll go to the shop in a while. I'll come here again, take the basket."
"Oh, yes Irma, take care."
Not long after Irma left, Darwin's friend came and immediately ate what was served. "Delicious Win, this is the ideal wife. Instead of thinking about the beautiful princess, you should marry Irma. Your stomach is full until the evening, instead of every day you will be served an omelet and pizza there, your stomach is bloated Win. You are used to being told to eat rice eat bread, were!" mocked the friend who ate voraciously without caring about Darwin who finally gave in to eating just a little.
"Oh yeah, where were you yesterday? Your mother said you went with a strong and tough man. Bodyguard for that rich man again?" He asked. Darwin nodded, without going into much of anything. Because let's just say he was taken to a shooting location to play a movie. Luckily he wasn't made into a corpse and buried.
Only his grave is named after him. After that, the grave was dismantled. None of his friends know about this. Because those people asked Darwin not to tell anyone anything.
Shortly thereafter Irma arrives and her friend escapes. Irma saw the contents of the basket run out in just a matter of minutes, she smiled happily. "It's delicious, but it's not enough, want more?"
"Delicious, Thank you, I'm full," said Darwin, smiling even though his stomach was still hungry.
"Yes, I'm going home first, Mas Darwin."
"Yes, be careful."
Irma just kept on smiling while tidying up where Darwin used to eat, and after that stand-up and say goodbye again. "I'm going home."
"Yes, Irma."
Before leaving he repeatedly turned around and smiled at Darwin until the third time Darwin was tired of smiling, he got up and went back to his original work, and Irma was swallowing disappointment.
***
In the evening, Darwin was back hanging out with his friends at the cafe, and this time the friend brought two women. Both are blonde and their faces are also veterans. Darwin did not stop looking at the two women in turn.
"Hi, I'm Gladys"
"Darwins."
"Elena"
"Darwins."
They were like two double dates because the other two escaped to the next table, apparently each having made appointments with their girlfriends.
"This is your type, Win, which one do you choose? I will accept anyone as long as you are happy with your choice," whispered the friend in a mischievous tone.
He's the only kind of jovial out of the four of them. Who is always happy even though his heart is hurt by being rejected by the many girls he likes.
"Are you guys still at school?" Darwin asked the two girls. Both shook their heads in unison and smiled sweetly at Darwin, they were fascinated by Darwin's indifferent attitude and cold gaze.
"So, aren't you working?"
Again both shook their heads and said, "Just graduated last month."
"A new flower blooms Win, you don't know much money yet, so you don't need to worry. If they are already working, their make-up and grooming tools must be expensive because they already feel that they can earn their own money," said Darwin's friend.
Darwin sighed. Somehow he was not interested at all in these two beautiful girls in front of him. Even though their smiles are sweet, it's not like Louisa who doesn't pull the corners of her lips, her face is already very sweet, especially when she smiles. Louisa's lower lip was hanging and glistening, like a fresh peach wedge that needed to be eaten immediately. When the lips sighed with eyes closed, Darwin's adrenaline was rising regardless of the consequences.
"Which one is Win?" Asked his friend, shattering Darwin's fond memories.
"Why do want to eat?" asked Darwin absurdly because his friend always offered crazy things that he didn't like.
"Maybe, it's ripe, it's bleeding again, and it's hard to find Win."
Darwin shook his head, his head full of images of Louisa's writhing body beneath him. The girl she had originated with had no shame in showing her body to a stranger Darwin. They did it consciously, without coercion and all the feelings that night were created naturally between a man and a woman who seek satisfaction from each other, leaving an unforgettable impression.
"Mas Darwin can I have your cell phone number," said Gladys who came closer before Darwin confirmed who he would choose.
Darwin gave his number and the girl was very excited to get to know him better, even though he didn't pay much attention to her.
"Sunday we're going for holidays, Win with these two beautiful girls," said Darwin's friend.
"Well, may ... where we shall go Mas?" Elena asked excitedly.
"Camping in nature or to the beach," he answered while nudging darwin's arm to agree. Darwin just glanced at him without saying anything.
Remembering the sea, he thought again of Louisa who loved to snorkel, playing with the fish hiding among the coral reefs. Darwin scratched his itchy head all over. 2 months is not a long time to get over a one-night date. Darwin missed it and wanted to meet.
'How can I see you without meeting you, Louisa.'