Two Months later
Nausea kept churning in Louisa's stomach. How many times to swallow saliva to get rid of the feeling of wanting to vomit? Sweat began to appear around the forehead, streaks covering the entire surface. "Huft!"
The burning feeling in her throat was so excruciating that she slowly swallowed several sips of mineral water. It wasn't until the end of this meeting that she ran towards the sink and let out all the turmoil in her stomach that she couldn't hold back anymore.
"Are you all right Miss?"
"Um, yeah."
She pulled a piece of tissue given by her assistant. Her head was still bowed in front of the sink, enjoying the gentle massage of her assistant's hand on the nape of her neck. Slowly she pulled away and walked towards the chair. She took several deep breaths until she could speak. "Please buy me ... ah never mind, just me."
"Don't Miss, let me do it. What do you want I'll buy it for you."
"No thanks. "
Louisa forced herself to stand up and walk calmly as if she was fine. But the truth was that in her beating heart, she was thinking about things she didn't want to. Two months ago she first felt a man's touch, in which the man was a stranger whose origin she did not know. Didn't expect it to happen according to her will and unfortunately, that man doesn't know where he is now.
Louisa woke up in the morning in a ravaged body and the man had left the hotel. She has tried every way to find the man who turned out to be using someone else's name when making a hotel reservation, to this day there has been no news about the man as if he had been swallowed by the earth.
"Take me somewhere."
"Okay, Miss."
The bodyguards who always followed her were barred from joining, only he and a driver went wherever she wanted. "Just stop here."
"Okay, Miss."
The car stopped on the side of the road in front of the mini-market but Louisa's steps moved quickly straight ahead through the mini-market until the end of the road, entering where she needed to be.
"Can I help Miss?" Said a shopkeeper.
"Ah, I need um ... a urine test kit."
"Excuse me, test for what?" Louisa looked left and right then said again softly, "Pregnancy test."
"Oh, okay wait the minute miss."
The cute girl with wavy hair, and exotic skin smiled while giving the device to her. "Here madam, hopefully, the result is two red lines."
Louisa gulped down her saliva, her face turned pale instantly, she was afraid that two lines were created. After paying she rushed to leave the place and back in the car. Repeatedly in her heart, she continued to recite the prayer.
She begged, "No God, I'm not ready, please don't leave anything to me, I admit I was wrong, and please forgive me this time."
Arriving at the hotel, Louisa couldn't wait to use the device. She rushed into the room and tried it. One minute Two minutes, until the fifth minute she began to bring up the test results, her eyes opened and her hands shook.
"Shit! "
"No ... Noooo!"
Like a nightmare during the day. Want to start a new life in a new place has now become a reality. Her life which was barren and boring yesterday will now be more colorful because of an innocent creature now residing in her body. A holy being that occurred as a result of her mistake did not think about the impact that occurred next.
"What should I do, my God? I don't even know his name."
Louisa, who is independent, firm, and authoritative, is now at her weakest. It's like the world is ending for her. The swift water that came out of her beautiful eyes could no longer be dammed, flooding her beautiful pale face. Louisa screamed in the bathroom, sitting up flushed under the rushing shower.
***
Her eyelids slowly opened, the glare of the scorching sun made her head tilt and blocked the light with her hands. Her eyes blinked several times when she saw the silhouette of a person in front of her.
"Mommy," she whispered.
"Honey you're an awake girl, thank goodness."
The middle-aged beauty walked quickly to her daughter's side. Help the child to sit up. Louisa's eyes returned to the front, the sturdy figure of a man standing with his arms folded across his chest. The man's eyes were fierce and his jaw tightened. Louisa looked down not daring to meet eyes, she admitted that she was guilty and could not defend herself.
"Who is the father of the baby you are carrying."
"Louis, please not now. We can discuss this later."
"No later! All her wishes are obeyed in the blink of an eye and when she does something she should already know what risks she will take. You realize who you are Louisa!"
"Sorry, daddy."
"You said sorry, you thought it was easy. We came here to give you good news because you are to be betrothed to someone worthy of you, but what you have been doing for two months here, what an embarrassment Princess Louisa! So who is he, from which family and call him to face me!"
Louisa shook her head, her tears spilling out again. Regret is endless and does not find a solution. "I, don't know daddy."
Her parents were shocked, they looked at each other with widened eyes and open mouths.
"What are you saying, you don't know who got you pregnant, are you drunk."
"No daddy but I ... sorry him ... he's the one who saved me at the beach and ...."
"And you paid for him with your body?"
"No, daddy No, that's not what I meant, but I thought, I thought him,"
Louisa's breath hitched, and her father's face grew fiercer with his hands tightly clenched.
"What do you think, hmmm ... quickly answer!" his father snapped making her jump in surprise.
"Tell me honey don't be afraid. Louis, control your temper."
"I can't control my emotions, she's a woman who will carry the pregnancy everywhere can't be covered up, put where my face is on Baron Brooklyn!"
The parent wouldn't be angry if their daughter who was always proud of them turned out to have an embarrassing disgrace.
"Yeah, we just canceled it."
"No!"
"Then? "
"Move him to Indonesia and live with Gree until she gives birth, then leave the child, let Gree and Zwetta be the child parents. After that, return to London and still marry him!"
Greeshawn is Louisa's oldest brother who resides and lives in Indonesia with his wife and children. A successful businessman who owns resorts and villas there.
Louisa shook her head strongly and resisted, "No daddy, it's my fault. I will bear everything. If you are embarrassed to see what happened to me, fine. I will leave your life and live alone with my child."
"No! You can't."
"Okay, let her be Ella, we'll see, how far her ability lasts."
"Louis, I've lost a daughter forever and I don't want to lose her. She's my only daughter now, I don't want her to go away from me too."
The atmosphere became tense, hot, and emotional for Louisa, who couldn't possibly leave her mother who loved her so much. Both parents argued with each other. Have their thoughts about the problems faced by Louisa. Louisa cried and cried until she finally fainted again, unable to contain her sadness and imagine what would happen next. The child will not know what the real father's name is.