You are only entitled to the action, never to its fruits.
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"So, what's the plan?" Esdeath stared at the capital before she asked Jin.
"What plan?" Typhon tilted his head in confusion, as he said again, "We've got a plan?!" Even Typhon was surprised by her question.
"Yeah, we've a plan, and it's blowing up that capital," Jin replied calmly before he met Esdeath's gaze.
"Do you call that a plan?" Esdeath always thought plans were supposed to be complicated, not just destroying everything.
"Well, yes, but actually no," Jin put his hand on his chin as he felt that his plans needed to be simpler. Like sending Typhon, maybe Typhon, Zelos, and Gorr. But that wouldn't be fun.
Meanwhile, Typhon was very confused, as when did his lord need a plan to squash a few ants with his shoes? And why would he even need to plan that with just a single command? Everything could end, as even the weakest soldiers in his army could take care of this.
"Wow, that's very convenient for people who have mass destruction attacks," Esdeath looked at Jin, and she felt that only she doesn't have proper area attacks.
"Don't worry, Esdeath..." Jin put his hand on her shoulder before he said, "You'll have your own tactical nukes if you start mastering the skill."
"What? Do you mean like that? Of course, I will have it, but it's going to take so long." Esdeath's eyes flashed as she was waiting for that time.
"We've arrived..." Jin looked at the capital before he said, "Let's finish this already." Jin said as the huge Giant landed on the ground, crushing everything beneath his feet while creating category 3 earthquakes.
"Mana Skin"
"Mana Field"
"Absorption"
Jin cast his mana recovery spells, boasting his mana recovery speeds by nearly 40% more.
"What about civilians? I am sure whatever crazy thing you are going to do is going to peel off the empire from this planet. So I know you don't like to kill them," asked Esdeath to spend time with him. She wanted to get to know him more and knew he didn't like killing, especially when someone is innocent.
"Mmm, just watch and enjoy, babe," Jin said without looking at her as he prepared his attacks.
"Telo, Gold," as he said this, Telo and Gold came out of his shadow. They nodded, and Telo knew what he had to do, while Gold waited for his commands.
"Gold, go and fetch me the last remaining pieces." Just after these words were uttered by Jin, Gold was gone.
Activating his senses to the fullest power, his brain was assaulted with so much information that any normal mind would get overwhelmed, but doing this was a regular occurrence for him. He also used his mana scanning ability and sent the instruction to Telo.
Telo understood Jin's thoughts immediately before he stared at the capital. Raising both of his hands, Telo started to generate purple waves of energy that rushed to the capital with quick speed.
The wave scanned the entire capital and locked onto a lot of civilians and some soldiers. Next was Jin's move, so he activated his teleporting skill on a mass scale. A huge yin/yang circle appeared in every corner of the empire, even picking up birds in the sky before it shone. They all started to disappear from the capital.
"Hmmm?" Esdeath stared at the capital as she understood what Jin was doing.
"You're teleporting them?" Esdeath was slightly surprised by this scene, as doing such a thing on such a scale was extraordinary.
"Don't get me wrong, I just want to end this with one move," Jin started channeling the energy for the next move. He said, "I'm not a mass murderer who'll kill for no reason."
"Well, that drained a lot more than expected," Jin said as he was done with saving lives. He felt that nearly 30% of his mana was drained alone with this.
But in effect, the system conceded this as an achievement and granted him free stat points.
As Jin prepared for his ending move, Esdeath asked, "Are you going to use the spell you used last time?"
Asked Esdeath as she was dying to know what he will do next.
"No, Shockwaves and flames scattered everywhere if I used that spell," said Jin as he concentrated on the newest spell he was going to create.
While Esdeath nodded, she knew invoking that spell could very much bring about the end of the world. "Sweet, I can't wait to see what you are going to bring. And I am counting on you, Jin," Esdeath gave a genuine smile to Jin.
As Jin was halfway done, he raised his hand, and a huge amount of pink energy released from his body appeared around him, with a lot of light spots appearing above Typhon in the whole sky of the capital, forming a barrage of colorful energy.
But just before he did it, a book came flying and floated in front of Jin. It was done with what it was supposed to do, and the next second, it flew into Jin's hands and disappeared.
"What was that?" asked Esdeath, shocked by the sudden appearance and disappearance of a book.
"It's nothing; it's one of my tools, a storage type, and it's The Book of Totality," Jin said without much care. The book had later uses, and it was done collecting what Jin had set out to do. So seeing him like this, Esdeath didn't care either; she kept tabs on even the slightest motion of his finger.
The empire and everything around them grew silent after watching him so closely and passionately. Esdeath felt her legs tremble, and her stomach filled with butterflies as she could feel her heart beating rapidly, knowing deep down that she needed this badly. Her thighs subconsciously rubbed together, a faint blush on her cheeks, as she bit down on her trembling lip while Jin remained fully focused on his work. As she rubbed her legs together, she felt herself growing horny, and his deep concentration only encouraged her further.
So even at times like this, she was horny. Or should I say she is always horny; it's just that it was the first time it got out of control due to Jin's extreme focus.
As I looked at Jim, my lover, so focused and deadly, I could hear my breathing quicken. My heart started pounding in my chest. My legs trembled from the realization that I hit the jackpot; not any woman can have a God fall for them, or was it the other way around? But it doesn't matter; even if the world is filled with dangers as well as opportunities, we will be together forever and face any challenges he wants. It doesn't matter even if the world is filled with dangers as well as opportunities. We will be together forever, and he can have any woman he wants.
As I know I am into S&M, and it's always better to have more partners for my love to fulfill every desire of mine.
Nothing matters. At the end of the day, that won't go away with him just fucking around, even if he has a thousand girls or even ten thousand.
What matters is that he loves her, and I love him more than he does. And I can't hurt him, as it will hurt me more.
After waiting for him for so long, I satisfied myself on my own; I couldn't have fulfilled my desires just by myself. At first, I dealt with them myself, but that could only stave them off for so long.
And when he came, all the feelings and desires broke through me like a dam.
The man I love was youthful, yet he was an intense and rugged man.
Luckily, he came at the right time and stole my heart the moment I glanced at him. He was my lord, my master, and my god, and I was ready to worship him.
At times like this, Jin's appearance was a blessing; I was able to stave off some of my desires as we had many fun sessions. With that, I refocused it into training, into Ice, and it looked like a bright future was on the horizon.
As he told me his story, at times, his urges were left unquenched, and so were mine. During a time when I needed him the most, he was there.
It's amazing I lasted this long.
The little time we spent together, we only grew closer, and my love for him only intensified, not only with our wild nights but also the days that we spent doing nothing but exchanging thoughts or in pure lovemaking.
Or even times when we did nothing beside cuddling, only solidified my feelings for him.
I kissed him.
It is undeniable now. I…
I am in love with Sung Jin-Woo.
I love him.
I suppose it was inevitable. I fell for him the moment we clashed. How could I not? When someone showers me with such great affection and care. Again and again. When someone gets angry for your sake, how could you not love such a man? If it were any other man, I could not have fallen for them immediately, as he was different.
I loved him not just because he outclassed me in power but because he was more than that. And you don't need a reason to fall for someone.
Funny enough, it wasn't even the big acts that won me over. If it were, I would have noticed my feelings long ago.
No, it was the little things. It was his hold on me when I'm weak. It's how he gets angry for my sake. It's how he embraces me, and I can feel his genuine care behind it. It was how he looked me in the eye, and I felt as if he's staring into the depths of my soul. It was his sincerity.
So I fell for him.
I needed to know how 'it' feels like. I needed to know how it feels to kiss someone you love. It was wonderful.
It was clumsy. It was simple. It was fulfilling. I was happy.
I just felt completed. I struggled to separate. I don't know how long I held it.
If I never kissed anyone ever again, I wouldn't mind. And I could love anyone. I knew the moment we shared the kiss.
And the instant we made love, I knew the moment he was inside me, I lost my sanity. Now he is the only one who matters to me. I'll burn worlds for his happiness. And freeze nine hells for him.
I was his; my body, my soul, my heart only belongs to this man, and I will happily do anything he asks me.
Of course, I didn't say that. What kind of woman could say that to her lover? As I was sure he would think me crazy if he knew that.
…I just couldn't say it…
When Jin and I had sex, it was rough, passionate, and familiar. It wasn't just to simply satisfy our body needs. It was pure lovemaking.
And when it was done, it wasn't lacking. It was only done due to my exhaustion, not even able to move a single finger yet I wanted more of his love.
I feel the same warmth any woman will feel in her lover's arms.
Nothing was missing.
I remember Jin's hold on me last night. It was warm, comforting. I could feel Jin's love for me. I could feel he was bleak, struggling to make a decision. Yes, he had a smile on his face just for me. I remember his smile, his smirk, the way he rubs his head in amusement, the way he holds me after a healing, his rare embarrassed face when caught doing something embarrassing.
Overall, in Jin's arms, I just felt at peace. I felt the warmth that was missing in my whole life.
'I wasn't confused or anything… I know I love him.'
I still am, and I will forever, no matter how our lives turn out to be or how messed up I become.
I won't lose him. He means too much to me.
I want to tell him how I missed his touch, how I missed our talks, how I missed our squabbles, missed our healing sessions, missed the sound of his voice, but more importantly… how I just missed having him at my side. That is all I ever needed and wanted.
But I also knew I should have never longed for more.
We already spent most of the time together snuggling with each other. And I enjoyed every second of it.
Because I love him!
So I have both passion and love for him.
'I love my master; he is everything to me. If it's for his sake, I would destroy the whole world, but alas, I don't have the strength to do anything like that, not yet.
That's also the reason I don't mind him having more women around as I know he just started to grow and only in his baby phases. And once he is stronger with a stamina that could last for years I know my body won't be able to handle everything if it's just myself.
I still wouldn't be surprised if he exhausted thousands of women before even showing the slightest sign of exhaustion.
And if my Master want, I can be his b*tch, hisdaddy's girl, and his c*mdumpster and the only thing I want in return is to love me, I don't think I can't live without his love!
And sometimes, love hurts.
Master gave me everything.
Those thoughts were in the mind of Esdeath as she looked at his face, full of love and obsession.
"If anyone dares to cross the line and do anything to you," she thought and gave Jin a look, then continued, "I will kill everyone." A dark aura started appearing around her.
Unaware of all this, the yandere he made, Jin, was now ready. Now he was waiting for Gold to complete his work, as there were still a few things he had yet to collect. And just ten seconds later, he received the confirmation.
With a wide grin, Jin realized the spell.
"Now... Vanish, face the judgement of God," Jin opened his hands wide and aimed at the capital before he said, "Heaven's Wrath."
A bright red beam shot from the sky, and the effect was even stronger than the meteor, with the air literally shattering when the beam passed. But Typhon was okay within a huge mana shield protection.
*BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM*
The world lost its colors down at the capital before a vast explosion swept everything, even the strongest things weren't spared by that destruction. A vast shock wave hit the capital.
Jin waved his arm as a second layer of pink barrier appeared around the huge titan and protected it from all damage.
Esdeath and even Jin's every Shadow stared at the destruction happening down there, and they were speechless and felt this is an overkill.
After a while, the explosion cooled down, and the picture of a giant pothole filled with lava appeared in front of the group, with a lot of ground being gone and leaving an empty dark space.
"Hm? He isn't dead?" Esdeath raised her eyebrow as she saw the huge mechanical machine, the empirical Teigu, somehow still standing intact, which shouldn't be possible. Nothing in this world could survive Jin's attack.
"I know I let it live; erasing such a fine shadow would be a waste of such a fine resource," Jin explained, as he himself did not let the beam hit the giant Mecha, as it would have annihilated such a useful shadow and source of many experiments.
"Mmmm, you mean you can turn that hunk of metal into your shadow, I thought it only worked on living creatures. " Asked Esdeath with curious expressions.
"Mmm, that's true but word living changes meaning we brought into wider scale called multiverse as there are living machines, androids, humans with full machine bodies, clones, artificial intelligence, living weapons, living concepts, ideas, clouds, machine based life forms who weren't born but created, Aliens, Ghosts, Souls, Soul-based life forms, Sentient planets, Energy-based life forms, Living Energies and much much more." Jin explained as both at Giant Mecha finally making some movement. "So who knows maybe I could, maybe I couldn't, why not we find out together"
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