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Loren POV:
Why?…....
Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?
Why me?
what have I done wrong?!
I hid my power and acted all docile so far! I even managed to fool the academy , So why?!! Why did this happen?!
' Loren, you are a filthy mistake I made by a foolish decision of mine '
' B—but father—-'
' -SILENCE, don't call me father with that dirty mouth of yours. You are a weak pathetic leech in my house, but don't worry after I disown you. you can make a new life in the academy. Consider this as my utmost tolerance of your existence'
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New life?!! New Lifeee!!!!!! How dare you…. I will make sure you will have the longest and most gruesome death of th--
'--Sweety, it is bad to hurt people. Mom will be angry if you did that again'
"…..B-but mom! Why is it you who is telling me to stop?!"
Do you know mom? Do you know how painful my head is? I can't even sleep… so it is okay to kill them right? Right? It is okay to do it right?
' Hmff finally you disgraceful commoner will leave. Hahahah! you will shortly follow your @$%& of a mother in her grave..Hahahah!'
Ohhh how sweet it would feel to slice your neck dear cousin… I will start by removing you nails that you adore so much—
' Loren, you are the cutest person ever! I want you to grow into the happiest daughter ever sweety!'
—M--Mom I can't….I can't hold it anymore…
It has already been hours while training, b-but my head doesn't stop pounding. Do you know mom? After your death nothing and no one remained…no one understands me…
That is why I will kill them all. Only then will my head calm down. This is a disgusting world. Why is it me who have to suffer alone?
But…. I am .. weak too weak, there's no one to help and doing this alone is really hard….. b-but yes!! I will enjoy it!!!! Their blood—
' Mom she hit me!! Can I hit her back?'
' Loren honey don't hurt her or you will become bad like her'
Why????WHY???? HoW Is It MY WRONG?!!! ME?! BAD?! DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY CALL YOU NOW?!!!
Urghghgh!!...
...I need my pills...again….
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[Loren] [Dorm. 307]
'Entering my dorm' I reached to the disk where my pills are, but I found a something strange.
Hmm? A letter?
"Who could it be? Is it the Hermes again?! What the hell is it that they are after now?!"
Opening the letter I was confused by the name of the sender.
{ Anonymous }
Anonymous? Who is it? could it be that annoying butler? Are they messing with me?
{ Greetings, miss Loren. I write you this massage to hope you a great success at the academy }
Who is this? They will never write a massage in this polite way? Are they tricking me?
{ I noticed your great skill that could change your rank, truly you have potential}
"---?!!!!!!"
W-what? How?! My SS rank skill was found out? Even that fath—-disgusting bastard couldn't see through it?!
{ I decided to look into your background.. and I was shocked. You must have had it hard. I know you are still a child but going through such experience is really hard}
What is this crap...Pity?…How dare this person think they can understand what I have been through??!!!
{ I have no justification to pry into your life and it is non of my business. However, I will say that your anger and resentment are both correct. It is not you who is in the wrong but the world itself }
"….."
{ I also happened to experience the loss of parents, but still unlike me you had no one to help. I wanted to be that help for you, I promise you that I don't have an ulterior motive. }
"....."
{ All I want is for you to strive and live a happy life. There's a skill in your desk that will calm you down when you sleep. I am embarrassed to write this, but I heard your cries in the library. }
"..."
{ You are still a child and going through this alone is never going to end well. You will lose your sanity at some point. Oh, I also left some gold, I noticed that these filthy people from the Hermes even prevented you from getting your allowance. Tsk..tsk.. such pity ways. Anyway, I will keep my eyes on you, don't worry you are not alone. Also, You don't have to worry about repaying me.It's not** M**h , Do** Wor*** *bo** re***ni*g t** g*** consider i* a ****——}
Hmm? What is this?
Water..?
no wet..?
Wait....Am….I crying?…
"Pftt....looks like I have lost my mind..."
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' There, There honey when you get stressed it is okay to cry'
"Mom?... it is okay right? No one is watching now..."
I can't hold it.. just for a minute....
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" Who is it?"
I don't know who is it? a man or a woman? Regardless… someone heard my voice...someone is going out of their way to help me…
I am too tired wait what….was…again it…again? A skill?
'Drowsily' I opened the drawer and found a scroll.
[ Soothing nights ] [ A Rank ]
Skill type: [ Automatic ]
Description: { the owner of this skill will have a peaceful sleeping, the effect only activate upon trying to sleep }
After reading the description, i ripped it in half. I didn't care anymore about whether there was something hidden in it or not. I am too tired, and I just want to sleep….. How many times did I crave for a normal sleep? Was it like months no maybe like couple years by now…
[The host is trying to sleep!]
[Activating 'Soothing nights'...]
"Why is it….so…..go…od...Zzzzzz"
Zzzz
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