Bonus chapter -03...
JK'S POV
I remembered the day I first came out of the dark side of Jungkook's mind.
I was born from the fear, anxiety,anger and pain of a teenager named Jeon Jungkook.
I was there living in a corner of his mind even before he could feel me.
I was there watching him everyday as he tried his best to go on.
I was there when his mother was beating the shit out of him but he still took care of her.
I could come out and help him but I didn't.
Why?
Because Jungkook wasn't desperate for my help and I didn't have any desire to come out in this shitty world.
I was happy, living in the darkest corner of Jungkook's mind where Jungkook thought about the the things he couldn't do.
There was also a sunny, beautiful side in Jungkook's mind.
It was the place where little kookie lived. That place looked really good. I thought how would it be to live there.
I remembered the day when I first came out.
Jungkook was so afraid but he wanted to live. He wanted to run away. He was waiting for a hero to save him.
So,I played the hero for him.
I came out when that man was trying to rape Jungkook.
Jungkook's father gifted him a beautiful knife but Jungkook was yet to use it and I was more than happy to help him make a good use of it.
I saw the man looking at me like a hunter.
I gave him a smile. I watched as he became confused,then finally realized his situation.
I walked towards him slowly. I wanted him to feel the fear.
He ran towards the door and started to bang on the door.
I watched him. It was really fun. He couldn't have never thought that he'd be hunted instead of poor little Jungkook.
I went towards him and cut his legs with my knife.
I watched as his legs started to bleed.
His blood shone on my knife,like little drops of red rubies.
It felt so good when he started to beg.
I watched him as he begged me to let him go and cursed Jungkook's dear mother.
Finally Jungkook's mother opened the door and looked at us.
I smiled looking at her.
I watched her as she was confused,then she realized what was happening.
I gave her another sweet smile. After all she was Jungkook's dear mother.
"What are you doing?" She asked me in fear.
She was afraid when she saw the knife.Blood was dripping out of the knife.
"Oh,this. Nothing much,just playing," I said with a sweet smile.
"Don't come close," she said going backwards as I walked towards her.
"Don't worry, mother dear. I'm not going to hurt you," I said as I came close to her.
"Hold it," I ordered handing the knife to her.
"Cut him if you don't want me to cut you," I said as I brought a chair and sat down.
"What?" Jungkook's mom said in a shaky voice.
"You don't want to hurt him? Oww, that's so sweet," I
said in a sugary voice.
She was a little pathetic piece of human. I wanted to play with her.
Well,I came out for the first time. I needed to make some memories.
"Come on,cut his throat," I said impatiently shaking my hands.
Jungkook's mom's hands were shaking. She cut the man's throat slightly who screamed in pain.
"Well done. Do it again," I said enjoying the show.
Jungkook's mom started to cut the man. First as she cut the man's throat,the man stopped moving and screaming.
Gradually, Jungkook's mom started to cut the man like crazy. She started to cry but didn't dare to stop her hands.
"That's enough," I said.
"Look,what have you created,mother,"I
said coming closer to his mom.
Jungkook's mom saw the bloody scene. The man was dead. He was covered in hundreds of cuts.
"I didn't do it," Jungkook's mom said crying like crazy.
She looked at the bloody knife on her hands. She just killed a man.
"Yes,you did it. You just killed the man. Look carefully. It's the real you. You're a monster," my soft voice ringed through her brain.Like felt like the devil's whisper.
That's right. She was a monster.
Jungkook's mom also passed out due to the stress.
Well,she lasted longer than I thought.
It was nice playing with them.
Then I took care of everything and sent Jungkook's dear mother to the prison.
No one believed her when she said that cute little Jungkook made her kill the man.
No one would ever believe that Jungkook hid a monster like me inside him.
I stayed in the dark side again.
I could go out if I wanted to but it was boring.
I saw Jungkook being close with a boy,then the boy left him when he found out kookie.
Pathetic piece of shit.
Couldn't even accept kookie ,how could he even face me.
I was disgusted with him.
Days went by.
But suddenly I saw a beautiful face oneday.
I remembered the day. It was the first day,it rained in my side.
He was so pretty. He has a beautiful set of eyes. His beautiful unique boxy smile. His cute little moles on the face. His deep soothing voice.
I fall in love with him immediately.
I was so happy.
I felt something other than hatred and anger.
But I was also afraid.
I watched him taking care of Jungkook and kookie.
I could see how much he loved kookie.
I was so jealous.
I also wanted his love.
I also wanted him to smile to me.
But I was afraid.
I was afraid that he'd hate me.
I was more afraid that he'd be afraid of me.
I waited and waited to see him.
I wanted him so bad.
I wanted to hold him,I wanted to kiss him,wanted to possess his body and soul.
Finally,the day came.
Jungkook was kidnapped.
I had to come out to save them.
But I waited. I waited for my baby to appear.
I was getting bored sitting on the chair.
I became excited when I heard the noise outside.
My bub was finally here.
So I broke out from the rope and killed the men in the room.
Then I waited for my love.
I looked at when he finally arrived.
He looked so concerned.
He was so beautiful.
I walked towards him.
I saw him getting a little tensed but I still continued walking.
"You're so pretty," I said touching his cheek.
"Jungkook?" He called.
I laughed.
"That kid is tough but he doesn't have gut to kill," I said as I pulled him closer to me.
I couldn't wait any longer.
I kissed him.
Finally!!!
I closed my eyes and savoured his taste.
He was so tasty.
I pushed my tongue inside his mouth and started to suck the fluids of his mouth.
I felt happy when he kissed me back.
I left his lips and started to kiss his neck and made my mark.
"I'm Jk," I said as I appreciated the masterpiece I created.
He nodded.
I smiled and left.
I felt so happy.
My place wasn't dark anymore.
There was a beautiful sun which lit up my whole world.
"Thank you,my sun for coming in my life," I thought.
I remembered the day when I first made him mine.
I came out just to kiss him one more time.
I was a little bit afraid that he'd be uncomfortable but only he accepted me,he also begged for me and I was more than happy to give him all of me.
I was aslo felt happy for Jungkook when my bub helped him heal all of his wounds.
I thought I'd go away when Jungkook wouldn't feel afraid anymore.
But now I didn't want to go anymore.
I wanted to be here,be with my lover.
I was the darkest side of Jungkook's mind but still he accepted me completely.
That's why I love him.
That's why I'll always love him.