Chapter -36
Jungkook's days went calmly. Jungkook finally decided what he wanted to do. He started his YouTube channel for gaming. It was going well.
Sometimes Jungkook would feel lonely in the apartment. That time,kookie would come out.
Kookie would never feel sad. He was always happy, always cherry.
Kookie would run into the whole Apartment happily. He would cook,he would bake,he would paint.
A year later, Jungkook met a person who changed Jungkook's thoughts about life.
His name was Park Kwang Ho. He was also a gamer like Jungkook. Jungkook met him online in a gaming championship.
After chatting and playing games together, Jungkook decided to meet Kwang Ho.
They met in a cafe. Jungkook felt little uncomfortable sitting in the cafe.
After shifting to Seoul, Jungkook didn't actually go out.
"Jungkook?" A boy in his early twenties called Jungkook.
Jungkook saw him and gave him a small smile.
"Kwang Ho hyung," Jungkook said.
Kwang Ho sat down.
"Did you order something? Don't worry. Say anything you want to eat. Hyung will pay for it," Kwang Ho said proudly.
Jungkook laughed out loud. It'd been so long since Jungkook laughed this freely.
Jungkook and Kwang Ho ate and chatted for a long time.
Then Kwang Ho walked Jungkook home. They talked about when should they met again.
Jungkook was happy to meet Kwang Ho.
"Jungkoo,why are you happy?" Kookie asked.
"Because I made a friend," Jungkook said.
"Friend? What is that?" Kookie asked.
"Friend is someone who talks to you,plays with you and helpes you when you need," Jungkook explained.
"Then can kookie make a friend too? Kookie also wants to paly," kookie said excitedly.
Jungkook's smile vanished hearing kookie.
If Kwang Ho found out about kookie,he would never be with Jungkook.
"Kookie,can you promise me something?" Jungkook asked.
"What? Kookie will do anything to make Jungkoo happy," kookie said.
"If you ever see my friend, don't come out,ok?" Jungkook said.
"Okie,kookie promise," kookie said.
Jungkook and Kwang Ho started to spend a lot of time together.
"Umm, I'm gay," Kwang Ho came out to Jungkook suddenly.
Actually, Kwang Ho took Jungkook to watch a movie. There was a gay character in the movie. Jungkook who grew up in a small town didn't know that it was possible. Kwang Ho explained to Jungkook patiently and came out to Jungkook.
Jungkook didn't know what to say. He never thought it was possible for two boys to be together.
"I want to say something more," Kwang Ho said nervously.
Jungkook looked at Kwang Ho.
"Jungkook -ah,I like you. But not like a elder brother,I like you like a lover. I want to date you," Kwang Ho said.
Jungkook was totally speechless.
"I know it's new for you. I just want you to give me a chance," Kwang Ho said.
Jungkook thought about it a lot coming home. Thinking about it, Jungkook was never attracted to anyone. Growing up, Jungkook didn't have time for it. But Jungkook liked Kwang Ho. He liked to spend time with him. So thinking everything Jungkook said yes to Kwang Ho.
Jungkook and Kwand Ho started dating. Kwang Ho was really sweet and thoughtful. He took good care of Jungkook. Jungkook would also cook for him and help him with anything he could. Things were going good. But Jungkook always felt guilty. He never told Kwang Ho about kookie or JK. Jungkook would only let kookie out when Kwang Ho wasn't around. Kookie didn't like it. He also wanted to make friend. But he promised Jungkook so he didn't come out in front of Kwang Ho. But one day he came out unintentionally.
It was a month after they started to date. It was Kwang Ho's birthday. Kwang Ho wanted to introduce Jungkook to his friends. Jungkook couldn't say no.
"Happy birthday, hyung," Jungkook said kissing Kwang Ho's cheek. Kwang Ho smiled.
"Are you ready?" Kwang Ho said holding Jungkook's hand.
Jungkook nodded and they left together.
"Guys,this is my boyfriend, Jungkook. Kook,this are my friends,"Kwang Ho introduced.
Jungkook really liked Kwang Ho's confidence. He really never hid that he's gay. He was proudly gay.
The party was in a night club. It was very crowded.
Jungkook didn't like crowded place. But he didn't want to ruin Kwang Ho's birthday party.
"Hey, cutie," Jungkook's whole body tensed when someone trapped him in the bathroom. Jungkook went to the bathroom but unfortunately ran into a pervert.
Normally, fighting that man wasn't a problem but because of past traumas Jungkook couldn't even move any muscles.
"No,not now," Jungkook said paniced when kookie tried to push forward. It's the first something like this happened.
Kookie sensed Jungkook's discomfort so he wanted to come out. In a moment of weakness,kookie came out.
"Kook,are you alright?" Kwang Ho asked. But Jungkook didn't reply. Kwang Ho noticed that Jungkook seemed different.
"No, don't come closer. Don't touch kookie," kookie said leaning on the wall.
Kwang Ho watched Jungkook's afraid face. Then suddenly Jungkook passed out.
"What happened?" Jungkook thought waking up.
"Kook,you alright?" Kwang Ho asked.
Jungkook nodded.
"Do you want to tell me that the hell happened?" Kwang Ho asked.
He was angry. His boyfriend embarrassed him on his birthday party in front of his friends.
"I'm sorry," Jungkook said looking down.
"Jungkook,I like you. But I cannot be with someone abnormal. I'm sorry," all Kwang Ho said before leaving.
"Ha ha," Jungkook laughed out loud after Kwang Ho left.
Jungkook understood Kwang Ho. He didn't hate Kwang Ho.
"Jungkoo, don't be sad," kookie said.
"Don't worry,I'm not sad. I'm relieved," Jungkook said.
He didn't have to hide now. He didn't need to be someone else.
Jungkook never thought someone would love him even knowing kookie and JK. He thought he'd always be alone. But then he found Taehyung.