The thoughts of me losing my emotions kept on plaguing me for the next months and as the second-year was about to start. Even if I asked everyone at the school no one seemed to know anything about me losing my emotions, Nue that was nothing but a split personality had no chance of knowing it either the only real clue I was from Mr. Shota when he dodged the question regarding it "Losing your emotions?" he said, "I am sure its nothing important maybe it's just a side effect of your quick growth it'll subside in a few days,". After which he did not speak all day and just continued to avoid me.
To find clues I continued to pasture any teacher I could find any clues about my situation. The only clue I got was it was not getting any better and it all had to do with Nue, my emotions got even more distant they were still there but my emotions were getting weaker as I grew stronger.
"Oi," a crow-like voice caught my attention "Hey you! Listen to me I am talking to you"
"Can you shut up your barking, bitch," Oh shit my inner thought got out?
"What did you say? Did you call me a bitch? How dare you," she said "Do you not know who I am? I am Chizu Ukita the princess of Chizu"
"Shut up," I said, "I am not in the mood to put up with your bullshit," I said I tried to sound angry but the only thing that came out was a calm and quiet voice. As I tried to get angry I felt a surge of power and a blinded view.
"Oh yeah, so you are not going to talk with me. Okay, I'll make you talk with me." as she said she attacked me with a whip.
I caught it with my left hand and then there was darkness the surge of power was back the only different thing was that I forgot how to get angry at all as if the feeling did as I returned the blowback to her it got even darker, the power surge was back and the feeling of forgetting the emotions first joy and grief along with the realization that was it for my emotions I had lost them and they were not going to return on there own I had to do something. But the light was back but the emotions were not and the bitch was on the ground with blood oozing from her head.
"Are you okay," Ms. Rose came running "What happened here,"
"I just wanted to talk with Hoya but he suddenly attacked me out of nowhere," bitch said.
"That is not what happened Ms. Rose it was all in self-defense," I said with no panic so calm that it even scared me.
"We'll talk about it later first get her medical assistance," Ms. Rose said.
*15 mins later*
"So tell me what happened?" Ms. Rose was asking me just as Takaezu came here in my defense.
"It was not Hoya's fault Chizu was the one who attacked him first without warning," he said.
"Alright I trust you but Hoya you still need to come with me to the principal's office I believe it's time to tell you the truth," she and the word 'truth' rang in my ears like it was an alarm going on repeat.
We went to the principal's office and as we were walking in she was talking to a man in a white coat they were talking quietly so I couldn't hear but the one thing that I knew was it was not about some new teaching program it was much more serious than that.
"Welcome Hoya I have been informed of the situation you are in and here is Dr. Yoshi who we have called to take a look at your situation," She said.
"Hello nice to meet you I am Yoshi Isagi and I'll be the one to brief you on your situation," he said while coming forward for a handshake.
I shook his hand and said "Nice to meet you too I'm Shin Hoya I'll be in your care," I tried to force a smile but nothing showed up.
"First of all let me tell you what we know about your situation," he said, "we know that you are losing your emotions,"
I cut in "I lost them already earlier today as if they were never there, to begin with,"
"I see," he said calmly, "so it has progressed quickly, anyways the other thing is that as you were losing your emotions your progress of becoming even stronger as a Koji increased by leaps and bounds am I correct?" he said.
"Yes you are correct," I said, "Is there any reason for that?"
"We are not sure for now but there are some speculations like it could be your ability awakening or it could also be due to your partner being a Katana."
"I had some doubts," I said.
"And what were these doubts?" Dr. Yoshi said.
"Well first of all I was the only Koji with a weapon as a partner while others used many types of miscellaneous items but not a weapon the only things I saw that were close to being a weapon were the whip used by Chizu and the baseball bat used by Takaezu," I said.
"Well it is just a speculation right now and we can't say anything," Dr. Yoshi said.
"Then why didn't you tell me sooner?" I asked.
"We were not sure about your situation as no one in the school is a weapon Koji even in the whole country there are only 13 weapon Kojis including you." the principal said, "So the only chance we have at improving your situation is through them so this is what we are going to do you along with another second-year student will go on a task related to the Koji,".
"Task? What is meant by that," I asked.
"I guess the second-years at Ikoj have to do a special task in their first half of the year and you will be a second-year pretty soon and finding the answer to your situation will be your task but first you have to prepare for the final exam so you are now dismissed." She said.
As I was leaving I thought that this was it, it was when I will get the answer of me becoming a monster and how to stop it.