It was nearly midnight, and the night sky was picturesque. A black-to-navy gradient was the backdrop for a full moon; the night sky was so clear you could almost see every crater. The moon, a glowing yellowy white, loomed large, surrounded by an ethereal glow. I was amazed by the view.

My name is Karn and I'm 26 years old. I have black hair and black eye and I looked like an average person not so ugly not so good-looking, so you people think of why I'm talking about myself because... I'm dying currently.

I have a car accident now and the blood coming out from my head I can also feel my body slowly going numb and darkness covering my eyes and currently, I'm encountering the stunning view of the full moon.ln the 26 years of my life, I never find the moon this beautiful.

I can also listen to the people on the roads some are calling for an ambulance and some are taking pictures of the car and some are also helping the driver looks like he also got injured. After moving my eyes again to the moon my eyes started to feel heavy and the memory of life started to flash before my eye.

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From the time I was born, I was bad luck for my family. After giving birth to me my mom passed away and my father was die protecting me when our cars breaks failed when I was 2 years old from then I was raised by my grandfather but he also passed away when I was 6 and because of this, I moved to my uncle's home.

From there I don't get any love or affection from my uncle who was always busy with his work and my aunt who always shows disgust on her face after seeing me and she only looks after her children. My siblings also don't like me that much the big one is a boy his name is Amen and his sister is Nidhi. Amen is good at studying and also good at sports. Nidhi who is also good at studying or says she comes 1st in her class gas and they both have good faces which also makes them perfect.

As for me, I was good at studying but not at sports. I was alone at home or school I was all alone I have no friends after becoming 15, my uncle first time in my life gives me a gift a PC not knowing the reason why. From this, I got a new interest, I started to spend my time playing games, watching movies, and anime and readings comics and novels but it does not affect my studies. Just like that, I got into a good college and completed my engineering and got a good job. This can be said of a good life but still, it was not.

I got bullies who make my life miserable in school and college, I got a selfish professor who only knows how to get their work done. And in offices, the CEO always find a mistake in the small thing and starts woof woof in front of my face.

Some people say I always have a blank face I do not show my expression that much so because of this they think I'm a cold person. That can also be said that one of the reasons I don't have any friends but after that, I still got a girlfriend.

We meet on the Internet and because we are the same age we got the same college or you can say I try hard to get into her college. After this, we friend for 2 years and then I proposed to her and now we are in a relationship for 5 years.

But one day when I was in my office, frustrated inside because of the boss. I got a message from my girlfriend Aliya she wanted to meet with me right now. After seeing her message I got a smile on my blank face because she went to the USA for 6 months for her work and after returning to India we don't have a proper conversation so I'm happy she is finally free from her work so I send her message "on my way lady❤️❤️" but the problem is my boss so I just went his cabin heard some of his shouts and then he permits me.

On my way to a coffee shop or our only meeting spot. I also buy flowers for her and parked my bike and went inside the shop and there she is... had blue diamond-like eyes and long black hair and a beautiful face which I always admired it.

"Hey did you wait for long," I asked knowing her personality she can be angry about being late.

"No, I also just come now," she said looking at my face but something is different she doesn't hug me nor she smiles. I just don't mind she has lots of work so she just forgets it. I give her a flower which I picked up on my way.

"Oh thanks, Karn but you do not have to bring the flower," she said and hearing this I slowly started to get suspicious because after coming into a relationship we always say baby to each other, not by their name and she is the one who started it. But again I ignore it.

"So, why did you want to meet me so, urgently, is there any problem I think we are going to meet for diner at the night," I asked looking at her.

"No, I just want to talk to you right now so that's why I message you... Sorry for disturbing you during your working hour" she said

"No no, you don't have to say sorry for that, so what you wanted to talk about," I said to her

"Karn I was thinking about this for a long time..... " she said and then stop. Listing to her doesn't know why my heart beat so fast and she took a breath and then start again "We should break up Karn I don't think I can continue our relationship and for the reason why I broke up when I went to the USA I find someone who more good looking and cool and have way more money than you so sor- cough* cough*" she covers her mouth with a handkerchief.

I was just listening to her me she just blast an atomic bomb at me I really can't understand and I wanted to say something but I don't even have the power to speak. She coughs for a few seconds and then started to speak again.

" Sorry to say a thing like that to you. You can find any other woman Karn you have a good face and a good job so let's move on " She said all these things lowering her head and when she got some courage and try to glance at what expression I have right now and when she looks on his face she shocked and I don't know what shocks her after looking at my face. We are setting in a coffee shop and we sit on the corner side on our left side there is a wall of glass-like see-through glass that show some reflection and when I turn my head to the left I see a man looking at me he has a blank expression but his eye water coming out of it and the man is me I touch my face I was... crying.

"I don't know what to say... But not even give me any time and you just wanted to end all the things which we created for 5 years" I said looking at her face after some time in a low voice.

She gets up and says " I don't want to say anymore to you so just become a stranger again like we never meet. And good luck to you finding someone better than me".

She went and here I'm sitting in the same place I don't know how many hours have passed. I was just thinking about 'why just why she... is not a girl who just falls for someone's looks it is just a misunderstanding... Right but she just cleared all things she just find someone more perfect than me like my brother who was a famous footballer now '.

I was sitting and I feel someone saying to me something " Sir excuse me, sir the shop is gonna close now" said I looked at my watch which show I was sitting in the same spot for 7 hours I get up and make my way to the parking spot get my bike and don't wear the helmet. Then I stop at the shop and then I buy a cigarette packet.

I was thinking about to proposing to her but my luck constantly betrays me. It has been 6 years since I have smoked a cigarette she is the reason I stop smoking.

Just like that, I start the bike and continued smoking and thinking about her I don't know but I was riding the bike very fast just as I was about to make a turn a car suddenly come into my view I try to turn my bike handled but it was too late and my bike come to contact with the car.

I was now laying on the ground looking at the moon. looks like I was not even wearing the helmet.

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I was in the operating theatre and the doctor was saying something to me but I was not listening to anything he is talking about.

Just like that my eye full covered with darkness even on the death bed I was just thinking about her... One last time I wanted to see her just once but looks like I have to go like that maybe if there is a next life... Maybe...

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Author Notes :

Hello there, so this is my first novel trying to create a good story which I create after reading so many novels. And also English is not my first so if there is any grammatical mistake so sorry for that I'm in my learning period right now.

Thank you.