"He is at it again" thought Aoki. "He always does this... but why? What have I ever done to this man for him to beat me up everytime?"
The man hit him until his whole face was covered in blood and his white hair became red.
He beat him with his bare hands to feel every punch he does. To feel the warm blood.
"It's all your fault!" he shouted. "If it wasn't for you, your mother would still be alive!"
Ah... So that's why he hates me, I'm sorry father. It will be the last time you will see me. I didn't mean to take away the person you loved the most from you, I'm really the worst son.
On that night, after getting beaten up Aoki went to the school roof and watched the sky.
Aoki didn't even try to hold in his tears anymore , he let them fall while wathing the stars in the sky.
He stood there for a while before going to the edge.
It was a long way down, but that only meant that he will surely die.
He wasn't afraid. There were many near-death experiences before in his life. This is not that different, this is just the last time ever he will close his eyes, and never open them again.
"I'm sorry father, for taking away the person you loved and i'm sorry mother, for killing you" he said just before he stepped down and fell, with tears in his eyes.