'Dear Forever, I remember all the promises I made you make, all the dreams I expected you to make reality whenever the monsters in bed got too loud and I couldn't sleep...and I remember the love I made you promise to give me.
When I spoke of love, I asked for a perfect prince charming who would save me from myself, from the demon in my heart.
I remember him perfectly, he was compassionate and caring, and so warm that I'd feel at peace when he was around. He was human but for some reason had a halo, with a smile so beautiful my stomach would turn to knots just imagining it. This love was perfect.
But the love you gave was nothing like what I imagined. Love felt like a tease from you rather than a dream come true.
Love was charming but he hardly smiled. He had a halo, but it came with horns as well. He was caring but not compassionate. He saved me but he was more broken than I was. My demons shivered and fled in his presence, but his touch was so cold.
