He look at himself in the mirror it was as if he was not himself sometimes he felt alienated by himself he have to stare at his hands for hours before finally accepting it was his hands
While pregnant he paint away sending it off to sebastian sometimes he would slid in letters behind the paintings he send
Ceil also took notice of his continues sending of paintings and ask him about them he told ceil he was starting a small business and was getting paid for his artwork
'I guess they must be my clients wanting to suck of to you' is what Ceil said to him but he continue to paint
Time to time he find his art pieces tattered or doodled ceil said it was fain who must have wondered off the art studio
Finding out about this instead of painting he start to paint less and play with Fain instead who was very happy
One month of his pregnancy he decided to slip in his contact information and after sending off the painting within a day sebastian call him
"Hey" he greet awkwardly
He heard a chuckled on the other line [Hey Ren]
The two of them converse for a while when they chat they talk about price and orders then when they call they talk about their day to day activities
Sebastian adored children he like it when florence talk about Fain
"You seem to talk with your client for a long period of time don't you think?" Ceil ask him at the dinner table
"Yes we talk about bussiness matters he also educated me about stocks" Florence respond it seems like the protagonist's mannerism along with sebastian run off him making him much more confident and blooming
"Oh? He sounds very shady don't you think?" Ceil inquired
"Is that so.." Florence lowered his head, "but he seems nice so i think-"
"Stocks?" Ceil snorted, "oh florence i suggest you don't enter bussiness matters just focus on the children after all you be due soon and"
Ceil gaze down florence's belly, "me and hilton also was deciding to have another child"
Florence flinched, "..." out of panic he accidentally drop the glass of water he was holding
Hilton slam the table and clicked his tounge, "so clumsy"
"I'm sorry" Florence apologized he was afraid to anger hilton out of all people in his previous exprience he got a miscariage before Fain when he angered Hilton
That man pressed him down and used him knowing full well he was pregnant
"Why are you crying? Let's just make another one it's just a lump of flesh" Ceil whisper to him back then at the hospital room as he watched the child being taken away
Elaine that was supposed to be his eldest and only daughter she was an omega