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Chapter 16 - Chapter Sixteen - F**k, Why Am I So Stupid?

(January 24th 2023)

*Wilbur and Derek pov*

"Bueno, Wilbur y Derek, es su primer día de clases, así que mi nombre es Sr. Parker y Wilbur, su primera clase es Matemáticas, su clase de Matemáticas está arriba, y Derek, su primera clase es Ciencias, está aquí abajo, y aquí están sus horarios." the principal said

"ok, gracias Sr. Parker, de todos modos, Wilbur, lo veré en el almuerzo." derek said

"ok hasta luego Derek" wilbur said

*Derek at the end of science class walking in the hallway*

"Derek, no te he visto en siete años, ¿dónde has estado?" alejandro asked

"He estado en los estados y ahora tengo novio. derek said

"Oh, bueno, voy a tener una fiesta esta noche, ¿te gustaría venir?" alejandro asked

Claro, pero tengo que preguntarle a mi Wilbur si quiere ir primero." derek said

"oh, entonces su nombre es Wilbur, un nombre genial y puede venir, pero aquí dame tu número para que pueda enviarte un mensaje de texto con los detalles." alejandro said

"ok aquí" derek said

*Derek gives his phone to Alejandro*

"ok, agregué tu número a mi teléfono, te enviaré un mensaje de texto con la hora para estar allí más tarde." alejandro said

"ok adios Alejandro" derek said

*at lunch*

"Hey Derek" wilbur said

"Hey Wilbur I have something to ask you" derek said

"ok what is it" wilbur asked

"well I met up with one of my old friends and he asked me if I wanted to go to a party he's hosting and he said that you could also come so do you wanna go" derek asked

"yeah sure it will be my first party in Mexico" wilbur said

"ok cool and he told me he'll text me what time we have to be there by" derek said

"ok but I want to know how strong is the liquor in Mexico" wilbur asked

"there are strong liquors here that are like whiskey, and beer and then some light drinks like wine" derek said

"oh so I'm going to get wasted at the party great" wilbur said

"don't worry all the guys at the party are straight they aren't going to try to do anything to you" derek said

"ok, I trust you" wilbur said

*John and Harry pov*

*at lunch*

"John could you stop talking about Mario for like 5 minutes, you've been talking about it since we watched it and it's annoying" harry said

"fine I'll stop talking about it" john said

"anyway let's go back to the dorms eat lunch I'll make lunch, what do you want" harry asked

"chicken fingers" john said

*back at the dorms*

"ok John here is your chicken fingers" harry said

"thanks babe" john said

"your welcome" harry said

*Wilbur and Derek pov*

"ok Wilbur my friend just texted me and said we got to be at the party in one hour" derek said

"ok" wilbur said

"well he lives somewhat far from here so let's go in thirty minutes" derek said

"well let's just go now we could get food on the way there so when we drink it won't kill our stomachs" wilbur said

"you're right, well where do you want to go to get some food, because there is going to be food at the party so don't fill yourself up on fast food" derek said

"oh then let's just go to starbucks, and get some coffee and get cake pops" wilbur said

"ok I'm drivin" derek said

*at the party*

"hola mi amigo ¿Con quién estás?"

"hola este es mi novio Wilbur" derek said

"bueno, hola, Wilbur, escuché que tenías miedo de que te hicieran cosas cuando estabas borracho, pero no te preocupes, todos, además de mí, son heterosexuales." alejandro said

"ok, es bueno saberlo, aunque Alejandro tengo una pregunta para ti" wilbur said

"ok cual es la pregunta" alejandro said

"¿Qué alcohol tienes aquí? wilbur asked

"Tengo alcohol fuerte y alcohol ligero, para alcohol fuerte tengo whisky, cerveza, y vodka para alcohol ligero vino y ginebra" alejandro said

"ok, Wilbur ve a traernos unos tragos tengo algo que decirle a Alejandro" derek said

"ok" wilbur said

"ok Alejandro, durante toda la noche Wilbur probablemente se va a embriagar y si hay un tipo que intenta seducir a Wilbur, vas a estar en problemas" derek said

"vale, entiendo" alejandro said

*derek goes to get a drink*

"Oye, Wilbur, ¿cómo es que ya estás borracho?, eres un peso ligero? derek asked

"no, simplemente no he bebido alcohol fuerte como el whisky antes, solo he bebido cerveza antes" wilbur said

"Entonces, ¿por qué no bebes cerveza?" derek said

"because quiero probar algo new" wilbur said

"ok well I got to go take a piss so stay here I'll be right back" derek said

"okay" wilbur said

*Derek went to the bathroom*

"hey te ves sexy quieres bailar" a random guy asked

"seguro" wilbur drunkenly said

*the random guy starts dancing with Wilbur, his hands going down Wilbur's back*

"OYE, no toques a mi novio. No puedes pensar que puedes chuparle la polla delante de miles de personas" derek said

*Derek punches the random guy in the face*

*the guy backs away*

"Wilbur come outside with me for a moment" derek said

"ok" wilbur said

"Wilbur you have to be more cautious of who's next to you when I'm not here, what would have happened if he tried to fuck you, would you have stopped him or let him fuck you" derek asked

"I may be drunk but I would not let him fuck me, I tried to stop him but he stopped my hands, if he tried taking me upstairs, I would have tried kicking him to get off of him or would have yelled your name, or Alejandro's" wilbur said

"ok but what about if me or Alejandro couldn't hear you what would you do then, when you drink your body becomes weak you wouldn't be able to punch or kick him you would keep missing" derek said

"I would punch him to the best of my abilities, or bring a beer bottle with me and SMASH IT AGAINST HIS HEAD" wilbur said

"ok good you won't need someone else's help, now we are going to leave so we don't end up getting taken advantage of" derek said

"no because you told me That THERE WEREN'T ANY GAY GUYS THERE AND THERE FUCKING WAS, FUCKING MULTIPLE" wilbur said

"WELL HOW WAS I SUPPOSE TO KNOW ALEJANDRO TOLD ME THERE WASN'T ANY EXCEPT FOR HIM" derek yelled

"FINE YOU'RE RIGHT YOU DIDN'T KNOW BUT IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE LIKE THIS WE MIGHT HAVE TO RETHINK THIS WHOLE RELATIONSHIP THING" wilbur said

"OK IF WE DO THEN WE STILL WILL SEE EACH OTHER BECAUSE WE LIVE IN THE SAME FUCKING DORM (derek takes a deep breath) anyway let's go back to dorm" derek said

*sighs* "FINE" wilbur said

*back at the dorm*

*Derek throws a water bottle at Wilbur*

"here you should sober up so your hangover won't be as bad tomorrow" derek said

"thanks, but why are you caring for me now you were just angry at me like thirty minutes ago" wilbur asked

"I have borderline personality disorder, which mean my moods change rapidly and what you saw was anxious to angry, because I was scared you could get hurt but my brain decided to make me pissed off instead, but now I'm happier so I apologize for before" derek said

"when did you find out you had it" wilbur asked

"well my parents went to get me tested after I was all happy at one moment and then the next moment I killed a fuckin bird, right in front of my parents, so then I got diagnosed with bpd" derek said

"well is it so serious that you have to go to therapy" wilbur asked

"yes it is and *Derek starts crying* I was getting therapy until my parents cancelled it thinking I was fuckin fine" derek said

"oh that fucking sucks baby let me comfort you" wilbur asked

"ok thanks babe" derek said

*Wilbur hugs Derek*

"yeah that would have been NICE IF YOU FUCKIN KNEW HOW I FELT NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE RELATIONSHIPS WITHOUT THEM BREAKING UP WITH ME BECAUSE OF MY SWITCHING PERSONALITIES—

"DEREK LISTEN TO ME take a deep breath in... take a deep breath out" wilbur said

*takes a deep breath out" "ok I'm getting more calm" derek said

"ok keep doing that until you feel all the anger out of you, you can scream into a pillow if the anger can't be handled" wilbur said

*wilbur walks over to the door*

*whispers* "Lamento mucho la molestia que mi amigo está pasando por algo en este momento" wilbur said

"esta bien pero dile si tiene que gritar para salir" a random person said

"OK lo haré" wilbur said

*wilbur closes the door*

"ok Derek I apologize someone was at the door..

"where the fuck did he go, and why is the bathroom door closed, DEREK, are you okay in there" wilbur asked

*Derek doesn't respond*

*Wilbur hears crying*

"I'm coming in" wilbur said

*Wilbur goes to hug Derek who is crying*

*Derek pushes Wilbur off of him*

"ow, Derek that fuckin hurt, you pushed me on to tile floor" wilbur said

"b-babe I'm sorry I don't know what came over me, here let me see where does it hurt" derek said

*Derek grabs Wilbur's hand*

"No let go of me I come in here to comfort you after I heard you crying and this is how you treat me, I'm going to get a hotel to stay in until we go back to school on Monday and we're not talking until we go back to school on Monday Derek you fucked up" wilbur said

"b-but babe I didn't mean it" *Derek breaks into tears*

*Wilbur leaves the dorm*

"God I'm so fucking stupid I can't control my emotions and it always ruins my fuckin relationships" derek said