"no... no... no... it cant be..... it cant .... NO!"
Violett after suffering from her past memories who resurfaced in her mind over and over again.
Violett couldnt bear to watch Alan who she unconsciously trusted the most together with Mi Sang Hee.
She puts her knees up and head between them to hide her eyes from seeing the truth
as she is sinking even deeper than before in memories she wanted to forget.
One week before that happened she tried to tell Mi Sang Hee her secret for three days now
however evrytime she tried to tell her something push the words she wanted to say back down like trying to force something down her throat to shut her up.
'WHY DID YOU KILL US?!
GO AWAY!
YOU KILLED US ALL WITH YOUR CHARM!
GO AWAY!
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CURSED US TILL OUR DEATH!
GO AWAY!'
"HAAAAhaaahaaahaa It all was a dream"
she heavily brathing jumps out of her bed which is completely soaked in her sweat and tears
"Why are you all appearing again?"
Violetts fear of people didnt stop by her family as she when she was ten almost got rid of the trauma after getting a new friend called Riley
who looks like any average boy you can find like Kim Yong with his looks
he was cheerful and always brought her to smile when she thought about that incident again
however the people of the cult or the believers of the God of creation werent done with her as she with her potential alone is threatening them
but their god told them that she under all circumstances isnt allowed to be killed until she fulfilled her role with her twisted fate
so the only way to secure their safety was to traumatise her to an unbelievable degree
moreover destroying the single thread of hope she found.
Violett liked the boy named Riley quite a bit after one year of friendship and it didnt seem that her feelings were one sided
as Riley everytime another boy talked to her as she is a beauty to look at stepped between them and gave them a death glare to not go to far
"Hey Riley that boy only asked for my homework so that he can give them to the teacher"
The boy named Riley was also one of the strongest people to live challenging even Alans talent who has increased to SSS- Rank after the fusion of them
moreover would be Riley than even be stronger in terms of talent being SSS Rank
so his glares alone made children their ages crumble underneath him
as he also was a brutal monster who was trained to be a perfect killer and is first job was to kill Violett after gaining her trust
'Frick why is my heart beating so fast when she smiles like that?'
Riley doesnt understand human emotions since he was an artificial human created for over six years after sending him to train
where he was teached that emotions are useless and the only thing they could feel was the emptiness in their heart when they kill someone
"Riley is your head hurting again like last time as we played a family with Bethy"
Riley used that excuse as he couldnt understand the emotions he was feeling for her at that moment
which he used to learn emotions in the school library.
that place where she treated another boy like he is special who also wanted something from her
'Why did my heart hurt when I saw her happy with another boy?'
she still looks at him with a teasing smile on her face which was slightly red
"Or did you come to like me more as a friend and want to be my lover?"
Violett asks him that with a teasing smile
as Rileys expression goes from shock to a face of realisation to a face of embarrassment slightly blushing
"Huh for real?"
Violett was completely shocked by that development as she thought her feelings were one sided but now she knew he loves her too
"Then go out with me"
a weird thing to say for eleven year old girl but that shows how immature but at the same time mature they are through the war.
Rileys aquatic blue eyes with his slightly red face and his black hair made it for Violett hard not to tease him even more
but she hold back and mainly put his arm more near her chest area
"HAAA!"
he pulled his arm out of it and ran of to the distance leaving her standing there in a daze
'He really loves me!'
she was happy since she thought her live has finally something she could be happy about
but live is not that beautiful especially in such a world.
the next day Violett waits on their meeting spot waiting for him to appear and as he finally arrive
"thats how we meet again the cursed child of our God"
The man who slapped her with the rod and let her mother explode in her face
as well as mentally tortured her brother to him not leaving his vegetative state stands in front of her
moreover with someone she started to see her new beginning in him
"How do you like the toy we created for you?
did he entertain you with his appearance like a kinight in shining armor?"
the boy Riley had lifeless eyes as his heart the core of his power was punched through by the priest again killing every hope in her to gat a normal live
but that wasnt enough as they wanted to rape her too
however a teacher realised what was going on and killed almost all of them except the priest who escaped
"are yo****"
she passed out from the mental shock she received looking at the boy she loved, she admired, she wanted to spend her life with
turning out to be a failed product of them that should have killed her but decided against it and died in front of her eyes with all the truth revealed to her.
two years later
she is thirteen now and after that every person that even talked to her was killed gaining her the title of the cursed queen
'only one year until I can enter Nexus'
she was punished by the slightest touch she had with a student with 100 whips hitting her at the same time on the same spot
she was getting punished for even looking at one person with a beating of these said students.
she was punished for breathing to loud or to silent etc.
moreover were the punishments getting harder over the two years
which would had already killed Ben who wasnt even human in the first place.
but Violett endured through all of that with no one helping her as even an beggar tried to do something to her if she didnt realease her Aura.
"Only two months until Nexus"
she whispered that but a certain person still heard it at the wrong place at the wrong time
"You trash entering Nexus after not being able to absorb Magical herbs of the A rank"
an Old man entered the room with a young child the same age as her having blond hair and brown eyes as well as a skill called [The heavenly Rhinoceros beetle]
that gave him an armor of an rhinoceros beetle with angel wings on the back also giving him buffs against demons
Perfect for Nexus who trains you more to fight against demons instead of focusing their attention on normal jobs too
"Tyan enough"
the old man spoke and an unbearable pressure descended on Violett who also got a kick in the stomach hitting the wall
"She is trash who will enter Nexus since she still needs to pay us back even if she is mainly cannon fodder"
she couldnt stand up as the kick cracked her ribcage and every move she would risk that it would break completely
"We are going I will call for your maid to give you a potion since you are still a member of our family"
^BAM^
the door to her room was slammed shut but she was still lying there healing most of her injuries alone with her impressive recovery abillity Aura grants her.
"Finally the day I will enter Nexus and be free of any kinds of bullies or-"
her body trembled uncontrollably only thinking about it for a split second.
back to the present
she only told Mi Sang Hee two days ago on a monday that news but they are coming now after her to kill her new friends
'I dont want that'
she remembers Kim yong and hopes that he will appear but after some explosions and all of them seemingly attacking them
he didnt appear?!
has he abandoned them or run away as long as he can leaving them to die or was he in cahoots with them
^BOOOM^ ^CRACK^ ^ BOOOM^ ^CRACK^
The ground quakes under that immense onslaught of attacks but she still hold her eyes closed only listening to these sounds which surprising for her calmed her down
^BOOOM^ ^CRACK^
"Seems like I appeared in the right time"
as she heard his voice all the fear that haunted her dissappeared back in her mind or her unconsciousness
also erasing some of it as she gets the courage to look up
'How beautiful his wings look with him in the center of it'
she saw how everyone of her friends was beaten up
nonetheless are the wings of Kim Yong taking all her attention as she realises something
'Kim yong is breathing heavily while trying to hide it'
her eyes saw his mouth moving but she didnt hear anything as her attention were only on Kim yong that for her is looking like an angel
however the worry is visible on her face as the guy started to laugh who stands before her friends
"ahaha you really are funny coming here while being exhausted"
Violett wanted to look away but her eyes were glued looking at this scene in front of her
"I am a bit out of breath but to beat you it is enough if I dont use this"
Kim Yong points with his right hand at his wings making the one man furious
"Then lets fi-"
^bam^ ^Crack^ ^boom^
Violett was stunned how fast Kim Yong can move
but knew this was the signal for her to make a step towards the future like Kim Yong, Alan and Mi Sang Hee do take steps in the future not looking back
'I Want To Live'
Her trembling legs get her up albeit slowly as she gathers all the attention of the people present
'I Want To Change'
she summons her rapier out of the space ring and took a stance to fight with a trembling body
'I WILL CHANGE MYSELF NOW AND DONT SHACKLE MYSELF WITH THE PAST AS WELL AS ACCEPT THE PAST!'
her body stops trembling as a voice enters her ears
"So you really have the courage to break free from the things that bound you"
Kim Yong smiles at her while throwing the person below him in the other person with dragon claws as hands
"Dont be too hard on yourself now since the curse on you will never be a problem as long as I am here"
She feels it tears flowing down her face with a smile on her face shocking everyone there how gorgeous she can be if she wants to be.
The chains binding her breaking one by one as a new self of her emerges out of all the broken chains finally free for the first time in a long time
seeing the world in color again moreover all its beauties it gives the living beings.
She looks back at Kim Yong with a smile and a determined expression while walking towards Liam
"Thank you but I know that I will never be from my past but-"
a smile emerges on her face even scaring Liam who wants that kind of enlightment too making him feel angry
"I accepted that my past doesnt decides me now right Mi Sang hee"
a girl next to her with half ripped clothes walks next to her with a smile on her face
"Welcome Violett to our group"
Violett only smiles knowing that the path she will go with this group will be a hard one but she isnt scared anymore about the future troubles
as she wants to face them head on with a group strong enough to support her
as well as her strong enough to support them
"Thank you for inviting me to your group"