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Chapter 63 - The Feeling Of Weakness Disgusts Me

Kim Yong who without a doubt fought with the guy a battle that he can only lose hated himself for being so weak and needing to relay on others all the time

the battle of the castle was long over and Kim Yong is the first one to awake which he found out that his phoenix armor helped him recover so fast together with his blessed body

'what an op combination'

thought Kim Yong as he stands up to look at his body which is wrapped up in bandages at his upper body

'they really only bandaged my chest, well there I got the most hits from the demon'

He is really disgusted that he self is so weak that he cant fight on his own but that doesnt mean he wouldnt work with others or anything

he is simply disgusted from himself as he vowed that he will reach his goal

"Kim Yong what are you doing here?"

Alan awakes as the first since he instantly got trapped in his illusion but to defend him he ambushed them and took Alan as his target 

"I came to your position and you all slept having wild dreams I assume since he was B Rank after you all got to do in your dreams"

Alan blushed as the others slowly awake to this weird scene infront of them 

"Oh you all had enough wild dreams with a person of your choice?"

after that everyone understands why Alan blushes as they did too since they are guilty

however as soon as they look at Kim Yong they see his clothes cleaned and new made

'he did come to our rescue but did he defeat it?'

Kim Yong realises what they all thought as he laughs a bit before sitting like on a throne where he is the king 

"I lost against him after using everything I had after 8 minutes I think-"

'so weak!'

thought everyone since he only was D Rank as they fought him then they realise Kim Yong didnt finish talking

"Well given the fact that he was B Rank after you had your dreams I think I am not so weak as you think I am"

they all then realise why it felt like he became stronger because he really became stronger but through the dreams is news for the most of them

"Wait if he used that ability and gets stronger with it wouldnt that mean that a strong demon that has such ability would take frustrated people that can finally do it?"

ask Benjamin with a complicated expression since his clan would be the best example for that to happen to them even if they populate with the other clans

"You dont need to fear that they come after weaker people than themself except there are something which is why they need weaker people"

Kim Yong said after he looks at the improvised door opening and seeing Jette and Muzio walking in

"I heard from my subordinates that you all were attacked by a demon from the lust clan from level E Rank"

Jette looks at them with a teasing smile well except Kim Yong who seems to be frustrated about something but Jette didnt want to ask

"you must have much pent up sexually frustration despite being 14"

all except Kim Yong looked away and got red face however Kim Yong simply felt weirdly furious about something

"Kim Yong what is going on in your head?"

Muzio goes to Kim Yong since he is the key to him being able to use that power like the demon princess 

"What do you want?"

Kim Yong knows that he wants something so he asked directly to not get frustrated by them now since he is currently boiling with rage

"I want you to controll my Mana while I control the demonic Enegy to combine them then I will be a complete Demonic dragon not one who can only use half of both"

Kim Yong calms himself a little and looks at him with an expression that says are you kidding me how should I control your Mana

"I dont want to stay weak and you would gain a benefit out of it too since you can train more against someone with demonic energy including I could teach you to learn to control the power if you get it"

Kim Yong weighs the pros and cons before deciding that this deal outweighs the cons by a huge margin

"I will do it but we are going to train next week for the Vr battle royale woth the other class after that comes the Vr battle royale, so we dont have time for that"

Kim Yong said as Muzio raises his hands and explained that he want to do it before the year end festival moreover that he will learn himself how do combine them so that he knows how to use it when they want to fuse it 

"okay but Jette did you kill it?"

Kim Yong ask with a hopeful voice that she killed him

"Yes after he fliung you in the wall I used my fire breath to eradicate him from the planet"

"I am so damn weak"

Kim Yong let the sentence out as all watch him like he is crazy for saying that

however Ben and Benjamin know what he means since they both fought him too as he was C Rank and got beaten up badly

"well you only need to train more and learn more then you will be in one or two years an A Rank heroes"

Jette tries to encourage them to use this failure to their best motivation to grow stronger which worked by them all since the goal now is to grow so strong that no one can beat them easily in three years.

The Castle is on the verge of breaking as everyone left the place with blood on the walls in the hall where some young people vomitted all their ate too

"the cruelty from this mission was extremely high and we all had suffered some loses but we won the wa-"

"battle"

Jette wanted to let that seep in their consciousness like a victory however Kim Yong knew that if they celeberate that as won a war the real war will overwhelm them.

"sorry Teacher Jette but please stay the facts more clearly since we won here and not all in the human somains battle against the demons"

Jette is astounished how he prepares them like some kind of big war will happen which she didnt deny since the got news that a new Demon god could appear

They are walking out of the castle and go to the bikes which they rented and said goodbye to their teachers before driving off as a group

"do you think Kim Yong hit it hard that he is weak?"

Jette ask not knowing what he is so angry about since they won the fight her and he even fought for eight minutes against a B Rank 

"Jette the B Rank person was probably inexperienced in fighting and even then it is good but Kim Yongs goals are huge which is why I trust him with my life"

Jette looks at him perplexed since it was a vague answer to her question but she understood what he meant

since his appearance less people died than in the last year where they were only attacked once

"I hope you are right and it doesnt kill him"

Jette and Muzio transfrom into their dragon froms and flew away.

as they are driving and Alan, Ben and Benjamin have the three girls on the bikes talking while they talked too but Kim Yong is lost in his thoughts

since he analyzed the fight ten times and only got thirty seconds longer to fight him with this strategy 

'I still have the Item since I was earlier knocked out than I thought'

he thought he could use it a short moment after he smashed in the wall but he couldnt which was his strategy that was at fault here and his mindset

'The feeling of weakness disgusts me so much that I remember my past life were that was the norm'

Kim Yong fall a bit back to talk with them as he realises they all wanted to become a lot more stronger that this never happens never again

"Lets train together for a while with the teachers to get better and wash away our shame we got today"

says Alan who looks more serious than everyone else which all positively surprised them

"good idea" "i am on board" "Lets do that"

said the three girls as we all nod that we wash the feeling of weakness away.