Kim Yong Pov:
on tuesday nothing interesting happened after the Mana theory lesson except that John wants to fight me but the fighting against each other is prohibited until next week so not important
"Kim Yong why do you always look at the sky?"
question me Mi Sang Hee however I dont have an answer for it either it feels like I am in the right time but at the same time separated into different parts
I cant describe how it really feels so I hope someone different can give me an answer for why my existence feels so wrong in both lifes
so I look in her obsidian colored eyes and dont know what kind of expression I make right now to answer her
"It just feels right when I look at my goal that lies above the sky"
Mi Sang hee looks at me with a litle worry emerging in her eyes however it vanished fast and is replaced with hope as her ears are slightly red as she ask me a weird question
"Do you think I can love someone when I couldnt feel emotions until I met you and Hela?"
I didnt deny her nor did I answer her as I look her in the eyes with a wish that she gets all the love she needs from Alan
"Even if humans killed their emotions to protect themselves it will always resurface and crush them under the weight they created"
I said without meaning her with it however she seemed to think a lot about what I said moreover did she seem to realize something as she ask where Alan is to that question I only smiled and told her he is at the shooting range
'Emotions are things we developped to be different than animals that act on instinct and kill when they have the chance to have more food '
I walked to the training grounds with monster as enemies that some showed signs of intelligence and feared the death more than we humans do
'If that were true, how can we kill others without remorse when we should be the more civilized and sensitive race?'
I entered the arena feeling nothing as I put all my emotions in a box to dont lose focus of the goal that I need to reach
"fifth stage monster six eyed eagle weight: 1,2 tons height: 4 meters good luck challenger"
the robotic voice spoke as it walks out of the gate looking at me with hope in his eyes as it sees something but I dont know what it saw as it charges at me
"a simple strike with that should suffice that it gets a quick death"
a black energy with small shining stars in it coated my scythe as I slash downwards
^splurt^
blood shots out of the body of the eagle that is separated in half as the black energy that stuck on it seeped in its body
"that makes the eight beast I turned into an Undead"
I muttered after realizing how troublesome it is to control the energy in my body plus the flute to gain undeads before the event starts without anyone realising it
'the cameras in the room are all offline but if I kill to many monsters and there corpses disappear it will become suspicious'
everyone could practised for two days their techniques or anything else or do absolutely nothing or learn how to fight against monsters in such arenas as I am in and now is the second day and my control got better over the Chaorkness energy
'The name is bad but it helps me to understand the power better'
since I need to kill a lot of monsters even hunting fields were opened for us however there are cameras so I cant practise the energy and create undead except I sneak in the forbidden hunting field but there exist monsters that are B up to S Rank which would made it my death spot
' well my talk with rica outside the arena started complete differently since first it was a talk about our group'
I looked at them like they are companions that I need to carry to the end despite that I feel my emotions numbing everytime I think they could help me out
"fifth stage Wyverns of Hevadal kingdom weight: 500 kg height: 2 meters length: 4 meters good luck challenger"
I breathed out and let the energy travel through my body as my blessed body screamed in pain, I ignored it even if it hurts too much that I want to kill myself
I breathed in and felt the hundreds of wyverns arriving all around me however I focus on the energy traveling through my body giving me immense pain that dying would be beautiful right now but I Ignored it.
the wyverns watch the Child standing at the center and feeling fear that they hoped to never experience again however they ignored it too and watched the child going through some changes.
My brain felt like it would explode and I fought against passing out even though the pain right now couldnt be ignored I can only endure the pain and maintain my consciousness
'It hurts!'
Kim Yongs body didnt change much however his control over the energy turned from being absolute garbage to a beginner level which doesnt seem like much however his control would now amount to hitting all wyverns in the sky as he opens his purple eyes that pierce the wyvern with his gaze that attacked him now after fifteen minutes doing nothing but watching.
"so you realised that I am more dangerous now well it doesnt matter anymore"
my body is currently hurting like hell and the energy flows like i am at the beginner level so crude and wasteful but a lot more efficient than before, like if the control was 0.5% before now it would amount to 5% percent
"dark swallowing spiral."
all of the energy he learned to control a bit shot to his scythe as he twisted his body to swing the scythe in a circle that shot up to the ceiling hitting every wyvern and absorbing everything the wyvern had to give be it flesh, blood or bones after 30 seconds they all vanished without a trace of there existence present.
"PFFFT"
He vomited a lot of blood since he used up to much energy moreover did his consciousness fade in and out of existence as he tries to call for help another wave of blood shot out of his mouth
'Is this the end'
he couldnt hold himself conscious and slowly closed his eyes as he sees someone walking to him but couldnt distinguish who it is.
as they got the alert that in the arena 3-K abnormal many monster emerged from the portal did they send the teacher of the student who used the arena to look if the student survives it and when possible save him
however
"What do you mean one teacher is on a mission and the other one is only coming back now?!"
Erzulie Ashenblood asks the principal this question and he looks at her knowing what she wants to do to him but he had no other choice than to send them both out so he looks her in the eyes
"I did send them both out to do missions since you need to watch him"
Erzulie Ashenblood couldnt believe what that old geezer thought doing something as idiotic as this only because he has an old grudge with the Juradicras leader
"you would sacrifice that child only to get your revenge even when the children didnt do anything?"
she hit a sore spot by the principal as he releases his aura pressuring her however she didnt crumble and releases her aura too to fight against his which worked however she is still weaker than him and not by a small margin
"you know that I wouldnt let that happen since my grudge that you talk about is involved in that"
he stopped releasing his aura as his gray eyes looks like they are glowing
"you go and save that child Erzulie Ashenblood and I watch him for the time being"
Erzulie didnt wait a second and vanished in an instant from the principals room
'please dont I appear too late and he is already dead'
she argued with him 15 minutes and needs only twenty seconds to arrive at the arena however the 15 minutes she wasted with the principal could mean the childs death
as she arrives and rushes in the arena she found him vomitting a terrifying amount of blood but sees nowhere any signs of monster not even a trace of mana left from them
"PFFFT"
as she heard the sound of him vomitting more blood she rushes to him and sees him slowly losing consciousness
'SHIT!'
she stands at the next moment in front of him and gave him a recovery potion to recover his blood that he lost as she realises that childs body starts to break down and repair itself at an insane speed
however his body also started to age or smething similiar and calls the best healer of nexus to the arena as she gives him a pill that covers for 5 days of food when you eat them
"Hello why do you call me Erzul I ha-"
"PLEASE COME FAST TO ARENA 3-K AS FAST AS POSSIBLE!!"
she saw him recovering after he ate the pill but it want be enough if it happens again so she tries to channel Mana in his body but her mana got rejected at an instant
'NO NO IF THAT CHILD DIES THEN-'
however before she could talk again a woman come into existence behind here that has a doctor gown on and looks at the child with her golden green eyes that look like a diamond shining with that colors mixed together
"do you have five of the pills you gave him before I arrived?"
she said with her calm and soothing voice that let Erzulie calm down a lot as she took five pills out of her dimensional ring plus an extra pill
"why do you have such a pill but dont use it on yourself?"
the extra pill is a pill that boost the physical body to the limit achieving an insane mana boost together with a stronger body
"Why I have that pill I cant tell you but why I didnt use it-"
before Erzulie can say anything more she cut her off with an annoyed look and gave the child the five pills at once together with healing against the destruction of his body to help his body fight against it
"Let me guess your boss gave you this pill so that you can give it to that child if he is ready for it"
Erzulie is speechless since that is the exact reason but realises that it was painfully obvious that it is the reason so she looks at her with worry
"Will that child be fit for tomorrows test?"
"first you can speak to me with my name Valeria golden and second yes that child will be fit for tomorrows test since he only overused something he shouldnt use"
Erzulie Ashenblood never saw her death so close before her eyes than at this moment however she can relax now
"thank you Valeria that you came even though you were in the talk to switch to Juradicras"
Valeria only nods as she focus on the child and watches how his body slowly gets the upperhand against the destruction of his body
"he will wake up 5 in the morning so be there and explain the situation to him"
"alright captain"
Erzulie and Valeria put him in the infirmary as Erzulie stays there and knows that if his teachers return she needs to calm them down
'I hate this Job even more'