The guys were trying to keep me in the stairwell, not letting me through the door. But since I didn't hear any type of gunfire, I figured it wasn't a safety issue but rather there was something in there that they didn't want me to see.
Squeezing between Liu Yu Zeng and Liu Wei, I tried to get my head around Chen Zi Han to see what was going on. Growling in frustration I smacked my big protector on the back. "Let me see," I grumbled when he turned his head to look over his shoulder at me.
He rubbed his forehead but didn't say anything. That was when I understood. "It wouldn't be the first time I saw something bloody and it won't be the last. Let me see. I promise it won't give me nightmares." There was a smile on my face when I said it. I appreciated the fact that the boys were trying to protect my 'delicate sensibilities', but I lost those my first year into the apocalypse.
