YunQingYue's words sent me into an instant shock, as if I had been struck by lightning, stunned there, unable to react for several days.
I never thought that YunQingYue's life would be like this.
At this time, I can't help but think of a thing that stings me, that is, since YunQingYue was once sold to a youth house, then she was born to that what?
This is really a thing that I can not accept, so at the moment I was completely frozen, can not say a word.
YunQingYue also did not speak, she looked out the window and said: "Dawn, let's talk about it today, I'm going back, you also rest a while, busy all night, you should also be tired."
YunQingYue finished speaking, decisively disappeared, and I was dropped soul general, the whole person paralyzed on the bed, for a time do not know what to think about before good.
I couldn't sleep, it was impossible to fall asleep again, and I didn't want to do anything, the only thing I could do was to dwell, and I lay dazed until the light of day, when my grandmother came to wake me up, and only then did I mechanically put on my clothes and walked out sullenly.
"What's wrong again? Why do you look like a defeated rooster again, did you encounter something?"
Seeing my expression, Lou Lou couldn't help but ask with some curiosity.
"No, nothing, I'm just lazy and can't get up, don't worry," I said to my grandma, forcing out a smile.
"Are you homesick?" I've been here for a few days, and you're homesick so soon? That's good, it just so happens that I cured some bacon years ago, you can bring it home later."
"No, you can keep it for yourself," I hastened to reply.
"I can't eat it. Besides, I'm chanting Buddhism, basically I don't touch meat, so you can take it home," grandma said, and really brought down a big piece of bacon from the eaves, then wrapped it in plastic while saying to me: "It's just that you're going to start school soon, so go back after breakfast today. I have to go to the temple in the east of the mountain to offer incense, there is no time to look after you."
Hearing this, I can only nod, because I do not want to stay, because there is nothing to do, and my mood is not good, I am afraid to continue to stay, will cause something to happen.
So that was it, I had breakfast with my grandma, then I took the bacon and set off on my bike.
The day was nice and the sun was shining, but my mood was dull.
Before I left, I went to my uncle's house and said goodbye to them.
When I saw my uncle, he was squatting in the courtyard, smoking and chopping wood at the same time.
"Cousin, are you going home? When are you coming to see me again?"
Xiao Ying saw me and couldn't help but go up and take my hand and ask.
"Cousin will come to see you after the holidays," I pinched the little girl's cheeks and gave her a piece of candy to send her away, before walking towards my uncle.
"Uncle, I'm going back." I said as I stood next to him.
"Oh," Uncle looked up at me with some decadence, his fingers clutching his cigarette, and said to me, "Be careful on your way, and be safe."
"Well," I nodded, but instead of walking, I looked at him and said, "Uncle, you don't seem to look too good, did you run into something?"
"No, what can I encounter?" Uncle laughed dryly, then said to me, "Don't worry about me, old uncle is fine, you go now."
"Well," I nodded again and turned towards the outside, after a few steps, I couldn't help but stop and turned to look at my uncle, "Uncle, don't worry about it, I'll take care of her!"
"What? What did you say?"
Hearing my words, uncle could not help but look at me with confusion and asked.
"I said, I will take good care of her." I said again.
"Who? Take care of who?" Uncle still did not understand.
"Do you remember? You told me that I was supposed to have a sister-in-law," I said, looking at my uncle.
"What? You, YiHeng, what are you trying to say? Did you find out something?" Hearing this, uncle did not feel is full of astonishment to stand up and asked me.
"Uncle goodbye, I go back, you do not sad, in any case, you do not worry about it, I will take care of her." I spoke, pointed to the door is eating candy Xiaoying, er then I resolutely turned around and went out the door.
"Xiaoying? Are you talking about Xiaoying?"
I got out of the door and just got on my car, and my uncle came out after me. He stood in the doorway and shouted at me.
"Yes-"
I shouted back from afar, and then turned around and sped off.
I rode out a long distance in one breath, and when I looked back, I found my uncle still standing at the door watching over me, and I couldn't help but feel a pang of sorrow at the disheveled state of affairs.
I don't know what was in my uncle's mind at this time, but I felt I had done my best, and that was all I could do.
The journey was uneventful, and by the time it was noon, I had returned home.
Mom and Dad saw me back, naturally very happy, so they gave me a good meal.
I ate and drank enough and then went back to my room alone. I lied to them that I was going to sleep, but in fact I had other things to do.
I sat down on the bed with my knees crossed, forgetting everything, and my divine sense soon entered the space of the Purple Mansion.
In the Purple House, it was another bright moonlit night, and YunQingYue was sitting quietly on the grass by a pool of water.
I gently walked over and sat down next to her, looking up at the moon with her.
She seemed to be the same as before, and when she saw that I was too close to her, she subconsciously moved to the side, but then asked me, "Can't wait?"
"A little," I said.
"Actually, what you care about is not the story, but whether my body has been occupied, isn't it?" She asked with a humming laugh.
I was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to answer, so I finally just nodded helplessly.
"Then I can tell you with certainty that I have been ice-clean from the beginning to the end and have never been defiled, in that case, are you relieved?" YunQingYue looked at me and asked.
"Really?" YunQingYue's words made me happy and I unconsciously looked at her with some excitement.
"Of course it's true," YunQingYue smiled a little and looked at me and said, "You have to know that I was a boy, and in those days, boys like me usually didn't get out of line until they were about fifteen years old, and I was too young, so my body was definitely clean. "
"What? What?" YunQingYue words make me completely confused, then do not feel is to interrupt her words: "You say you are what? You are a man? You're not kidding me, right? How is this possible?"
"What am I joking with you? Of course I am a male, if you do not believe me, I take off my clothes for you to see," YunQingYue speaks, is actually a real gesture to take off clothes.
This time, I really collapsed, I looked at her in a daze, the brain is completely knotted, the feeling is no longer struck by lightning, but the failure to ascend, was hit by a hundred thousand lightning blasts.