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If You Wonder If I Hate You, I Do

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"I HATE YOU" is a captivating urban hood romance, inspired by SZA's hit song "I Hate You." The story follows the passionate and tumultuous relationship between Isaiah, a rising young actor in Hollywood, and Ava, a bartender in New York City.

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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1

"Let's go, Ava!" Winny exclaimed as she watched her bestfriend twerk to the background music.

"You already know we're gonna be here all night, it's lit in this place," Winny said to her Instagram live as she continued recording Ava. She turned around and smiled before taking the phone to record the scenery around them.

The club was surrounded by pink LED lights, and the poles were glistening clean. "Alright, we'll see you later. Don't forget to pull up on us tonight for a good time," Winny said, ending the live video as she and Ava did their signature poses.

"Aight, now we can go sit down," Ava chuckled before sitting at the bar and pouring herself a cup of Casamigos mixed with passion fruit juice.

"You're trying to get fucked up, I see," Winny said as she grabbed a bottle of water. It was obvious that they were on two different wavelengths tonight.

"I don't know how you do this shit sober, but I can't," Ava laughed before taking a sip of her drink.

Winny had shown Ava how to maneuver and finesse men around the club when she first came. Now, she was a pro at the bottle girl life, and men tipped her their whole paychecks.

"Who's going to be here tonight?" Ava asked, setting her glass cup down and questioning Winny, who was on her phone. "Keyshawn the rapper, 50 Cent, Rozay, Wendell Brown." Ava widened her eyes at all the names she was hearing. She was used to celebrities popping up here, but that many in one night was rare. The amount of money she could make tonight made her fingers itch.

"Well, if that's the case, we need to set up in VIP," Ava said, grabbing her drink as they walked to the upstairs part of the club for special guests only. She pushed her head back and downed the drink in her mouth, causing her to wince from the burning sensation in her throat. Walking around half-naked and bringing bottles to disrespectful men all day was not an easy job, so she got drunk to escape her own thoughts and feelings.

"Win, take a picture of me real quick," Ava said, handing her iPhone 12 to Winny and posing in front of the nearby lounge.

"You look so good, baby," Winny said, clicking multiple times. If they weren't friends, that would've definitely been Ava's little girl-on-girl hookup.

"Thank you, love," Ava said, taking the phone from her and scrolling through the pictures. She picked her favorite one before uploading it to her Instagram. ava.colada pretty in pink đź‘… using the caption "#clublusttonight đź‘€ POP OUT"She watched as the likes and comments started pouring in before smirking to herself.

She loved the social media attention. The more followers, the more money.

After scrolling through her feed a bit, Ava watched Winny bring out the big Moet champagne bottles. These were the main attractions at the club. In a regular liquor store, you could buy them for $200, but in Starlets, they costed $800. People came in here spending their last dollar just to show off.

"Who are you most excited to see tonight?" Ava asked, making small talk with Winny. The doors were about to open, meaning they would barely have time to socialize once their shift started.

"Bitch 50, he's got the most money," Ava and her friend Winny laughed, but Winny's comment was no joke. Winny was all about her coins.

"What about you, lover girl? Which one of these rappers is going to sweep your heart tonight?" Winny grinned at Ava.

"Bitch, don't play with me."

"Mhmmm, it's about time you start messing with a rapper or athlete and leave those scamming guys alone."

After that statement, Ava rolled her eyes and walked away. She never messed with rappers or industry guys, they just weren't her cup of tea. Or so she thought.

12 AM hit and Starlets was the most packed Ava had ever seen it. Strippers were shaking their asses in the air and almost every popular bottle girl was there tonight.

"I love Saturday nights, bitchhh," her good friend Yummy yelled as she walked up to her at the bar. Ava always wondered why Yummy was still in the club scene after saving up so much money and having a daughter, but she never bothered to ask.

"Girl, me too." Ava held a cup of Dark Hennessy in her hand, wondering when the alcohol would finally start to hit.

"Yo, Yummy, come over here!" A deep voice yelled across from them. Looking closely, Ava realized it was the rapper, 50 Cent.

"I'll be back real quick," Yummy muttered to Ava before walking to his section. Her deceased boyfriend used to be somewhat close to him, so Ava didn't think anything of it until she started walking back towards her with a smirk on her face.

"Somebody got a special request for you," Yummy looked back at the section then at Ava. Ava screwed up her face in disgust, "50 old ass?"

"Nah, sis, the lightskin nigga to the left of him." Ava tried her best not to get caught as she stared at some blasian-looking boy that was next to 50. He had curly hair and was dressed in Louis Vuitton from head to toe. By his demeanor and the number of people surrounding him, he looked important.

"Who's that?"

"Girl, huh...Isaiah, he's on 50's show playing one of those drug dealers" Yummy immediately answered as if Ava was supposed to know.

"And what does he want from me?"

"He said he's been clocking you for a minute." Ava glanced at him again, getting a better look this time. He was definitely handsome. The tattoos on his neck and arms made him even more attractive.

"Tell him he's going to have to come here, it's too crowded over there." Ava sat back down by the bar as Yummy shook her head and walked back to them. She saw them converse for a while before he stood up, and she realized how tall he was. Usually, she didn't get nervous, but the closer he got, the higher that feeling in her stomach got.

"I heard your little fine ass wanted me to introduce myself, so what's up, I'm Isaiah." He was so direct and assertive that Ava couldn't help but get a little turned on.

"Well, I think you heard wrong cause you dead asked about me first," she reminded him.

"Why do you New York girls have to be so aggressive? Let me at least get your name before you start popping shit." He pulled out a seat next to her and sat down.

"The name is Ava Colada," she responded calmly. Isaiah slightly leaned his head back before sizing her up and down. "The name definitely fits you well," he said while licking his bottom lip.

"Oh for-real, how so?" Ava questioned him.

"You look like you taste good."

He glanced at her with an intimidating yet seductive stare. Her insides reacted crazy but she was left speechless.

"You should act on your impulses and taste me then." Ava asserted to him.

He looked like he was a little stunned by her matching his energy but she didn't care. It was obvious what they both wanted tonight.

"I got a little spot up in the Hamptons, why don't we get out of here so I could show you the nice view?" Isaiah rose up from his seat and Ava shook her head yes in response to him.

"Let me go get my driver ready and I'll be right back love." Isaiah gave a low smile before walking away and Ava quickly pulled out her phone to search up his name. They were the same age so that was good.

"You ready?" He jumped her out of her thoughts and she quickly lowered her phone so he wouldn't see his face all over her screen.

"Mhmm, let me tell my home girl to clock out for me and I'll meet you in the front."

Ava walked over to Winny's section and gave her small details, she just sat there with a dumb smirk before letting Ava know she got her.

They sat in silence for the first 30 minutes of the ride. Ava knew Hampton's was far from the city, considering it was the suburbs, but the ride was feeling extra long.

"You good?" Isaiah said, breaking the silence. Ava quickly nodded her head yes.

He kept staring at her, even after she answered the question.

"Why do you keep looking at me?" she said, irritated. She didn't like being stared at for long periods of time.

"Calm that attitude down when you talk to me," Isaiah said.

"Or else..?" Ava said, with even more attitude in her tone this time.

"I'll show you when we get to the crib." He softly rubbed his hand on the fabric of her pants.

"If you were like that for real, you would've showed me right now," Ava said, feeling her body reacting to the little touches he was doing.

"Nah, I'd rather make you wait." Isaiah had a low smirk on his face while looking at her.

It wasn't long after when the driver came to a complete stop. As Ava got out of the car, she noticed how big the estate was. It was top-of-the-line luxury.

The outside view was beautiful, but it had nothing on the inside interior and decorations. You would think it was his main house based on the aesthetics.

"You live out here permanently?" Ava asked him as she walked around in awe.

"Not yet, but it's nice, huh?" Isaiah came up behind her and whispered in her ear.

Isaiah placed both of his hands on her hips, causing her to turn around and look up since he towered over her.

She was waiting for him to say something, but instead, he began leaving a trail of sloppy kisses all over her neck while tugging at the waist of her pants.

Isaiah was growing impatient and annoyed at Ava's pants for refusing to come off when he wanted. He had been waiting to feel inside of her since he first laid eyes on her at the club.

He picked her up and Ava wrapped her legs around his waist before he placed her on his marble kitchen counter. She laid back and helped him remove her pants, leaving her bottom exposed with nothing but a hot pink lace thong.

Isaiah ran his middle and index finger along the soft fabric, feeling her lips and wetness through the cloth, he smiled.

"Your shit so fat and wet." He groaned as he slipped off her underwear in one swoop and immediately felt his member getting hard.

Everything about her pleased him. Ava laid back as she watched him with nothing but lust in her eyes, she just knew he was packing based on his confidence and the way he spoke to her. This was going to be the one night stand she dreadfully been needing for a while.

Isaiah undressed himself quickly before slipping two fingers inside of her, a low moan escaped her from lips as he slowly slid them in and out. As he curved his fingers upwards, he used his opposite hand to unzip her top and play with her nipples.

Ava's moans grew louder as he began thrusting his fingers into her faster, her juices fully coated both his fingers.

With the view of his large member, she couldn't wait any longer to feel him inside of her.

"Fuck....me....already" She slurred on her words. He removed his fingers before glaring at her and softly grabbing her close to him by the neck.

"Don't give me no orders in my house." Isaiah's tone got very serious as Ava was left dumbfounded.

She didn't know why that made her even more aroused. Isaiah released his hold on her before splitting her legs and putting his face close to her lady part.

He didn't waste anytime letting his tongue explore the inside of her as he placed her legs on his shoulders.

"Fuckkkkkkk" Ava cursed while throwing her head back.

Isaiah was pleased by the noises she was making and began pumping his fingers in and out of her while sucking on her clit. She tasted just as he imagined when she introduced her name.

Ava held on to the edge of the counter, squirming and trying to control her legs from vibrating. She had never had the experience of climaxing off of head but Isaiah was hitting her g-spot and sucking all the right places.

"Hold it in for me baby...wait for daddy to tell you." He said rising his head up from her thighs with his face drenched of her cum.

Isaiah knew what he was capable of doing to women during sex, he loved making them have orgasms. It boosted his confidence when he knew it was their first as well.

Ava listened to him and held it in the best she could but she was caught off guard when he slipped all his inches deep inside of her. He made eye contact with her as he stroked deeply and slowly inside of her, her walls naturally tightened around him making him moan and tongue kiss her.

"You feel so good." He muttered in between kisses while fastening his pace. Isaiah could tell she was struggling to hold her orgasm in as she pressed her nails against his back. He got rougher with his strokes, slamming into her as he felt his nut coming closer.

"Why you fucking me like this?" Ava never liked talking during sex but she couldn't help but ask. Isaiah chuckled to himself as he thought about the incident between them in the car.

"Uhhhhhh." They moaned loudly in sync as they both came to their climax. Ava laid there breathless as Isaiah nut was now deep inside of her and he slipped his dick out of her.

"Ass up, face down." He demanded. She was under the impression they were done already after all that but by his expression, she knew she was gonna be limping badly by the time he was done with her.

Turning herself around, she obliged by his words. Quickly forming an O-shape with her mouth as he slammed into her with no remorse.