Tears started to glimmer in Alex eyes but he quickly looked away. He could see Luke like that. His heart pained.
"I mean everything I said Luke. It happened in the heating moment and now it's better of we forget it" Alex said closing his eyes.
Clenching his jaw, he tried to suppress the pain in his heart, hoping Luke would just accept his words and leave before he breakdowns.
Alex sensed no moment from Luke's side but he knew it with the sound of his breathing that he was about to cry.
'I am sorry Luke.' He chanted in his mind and balled his palm into a tight fist and said
"I don't want this bond. I never intend to acknowledge it no matter what but.... If you still keep on holding my sleepish words then forgot it because I will never accept this-ahh.... "
Alex was speaking every possible words that would stop Luke from loving him. He thought saying mean words would push him away from him and he would leave but.....
THUD!
