Darkness
All I could see was darkness. All I could feel resonating from within me was darkness. All I could think about was darkness . All I could feel was darkness and an inner rage from within that I couldn't dispell regardless of how hard I tried .
I tried to scream but I couldn't. I tried to breath but I couldn't. I tried to inflict pain on myself in order to just remind myself that I was alive but I couldn't
Did I die?
If I did I just hoped it would be permanent this time. I don't think I have the energy or the will to go through this vicious circle of life again.
Dark thoughts, I know but being me and living as I did, it would be better this way.
And so what did I do? I accepted my fate. To forever be in the dark and by doing so ,I stopped struggling and just let the darkness overwhelm me.
Surprisingly, I felt somewhat at peace. The voices and whispers that had constantly being torturing me ever since I was young stopped
