I don't want it and I don't want to want you but in my dreams I seem to be more honest and I must admit that you've been in quite a few
Billie Elish
Reality .
That was one of the many things in my life that I no longer wanted to face . This is because I found it suffocating and draining.
As I stood in the middle of the room dressed in what I assumed was my training suit, I couldn't help but let out a cold laugh.
This suit reminded me of what was coming ahead. Of what is holding me to this place .
It reminded me of the terrible things that were yet to come and the terrible things that I'm going to be forced to do.
A sigh escaped my lips as I tied my hair into a messy bun.
Didn't want any hair covering my eyes as I pounded someone to the ground.
I love violence,so sue me
To be honest, I'd rather be in my bed but I didn't have a choice.
A choice
I keep on saying that over and over again.
