As I was between the valley shadow and death, I feared no evil, I feared no people. I never thought of the people I would hurt after my death, I never thought of what the world would have thought of me, I never thought of the charges I will face from the authorities, the only thought that I thought of was meeting my beloved Silvia. As my soul arose from the land of the living and emerged in the land of the dead.
I saw my beloved Silvia waiting for me in front of the gates of heaven, then an angel of the Lord appeared beside her and spoke: "my son, your time is yet to come, return to the land of the living, you still have a long way to go". I couldn't bear being separated from whom I have been longing for, just standing beyond my eyes, even death was doing us apart, what could I have done wrong for the world to be so mean to us?