Josh has been describing his Cubicle to me for quite long now, I didn't want him to feel demoralized by my opinions about it.
He was rather handsome and tall, I couldn't tell the colour of his eyes too clearly, but it wasn't brown nor was it hazel. But perhaps they were white.
His hair pulled back and yet two strands fell in front, style made him look more personalized, maybe he looked like a much innocent mafia with a face cute as a mystical being.
I personally thought such an invention was physically illogical and quite honestly, a waste of innovation. I didn't see a reason why we would need such an invention in a already brain washed human culture, when we have the access to the biology of natural sexual conceptions and the freedom that comes with it. Something I'd dread is humanity suddenly being spiritually and adaptively dependent on it. But, I don't think I should have a disdainful attitude towards it, and instead choose to remain open to ideas that propel a rather freaky belief such as this.
"Wow. I've never heard of anything as freaky as this before. Does it have functions like the matrix or something, except more sexual?" I said as thought I meant to mock it's existence even though I did not know too much about it.
"No, not exactly like the matrix. Matrix is just too computerized and numerical, I don't prefer a world dependent on the synchronity of numbers & numbers is just what computers do. Its dull and boring, making the human brain seek elongated nonsense.
This is programmed to make participants dive into another reality. In it, they take with them their memories, identity & senses, but it's not built only for sexual pleasures there's other endeavours that await the users, it used to be a free world once but now there are infiltrated restrictions. I don't know how." he wiped a drop of sweat from his forehead and fixed his hair to the back.
"Most people tend to perceive that it's only an augmented reality with various mental stimulus but that's the thing, it doesn't require the hormones your brain secretes like video games or porn, infact all your senses are physically present in this reality, like a transfer of endorphins from your body. An almost somewhat dreamlike state, cuz while your body is here back the cubicle, your consciousness is not." he looked at his robot watch on his wrist and said.
"Wait here, I'll just be back from the kitchen, feel free to look around." he smiled turned and walked away
The circle shaped door was huge and still open, my curiosity lead me to explore this cubicle more carefully. I guess I began examining other shapes and structures inside the room, most of the rest was made of digital fragments I couldn't comprehend too much.
Theres strange bottles of colours in one of the corners, I just felt drawn to it and happened to open one of them which looked pink, since pink was the last bright colour i saw. I uncorked the pink bottle and the substance started to spread outward, flowing slowly downward now, I couldn't tell what kind of matter it was whether it was pink fluid or a fluid in the form of smoke, with density. I thought it would smell of sweet candy or perhaps like strawberries.
I bent my head to slightly to get a whiff of how it smelled and I did. Now I felt something move straight to my head, it was the element of the essence that started to create certain reactions, it smelled of the sweetness of colour.
Suddenly, my brain reacted to it in a way I didn't expect, I started to feel sensations of arousal but I also I felt my body fight it, it kept sending waves of energy to my more domestic parts.
As though I was about to get crazy and wild with myself, it was just my body that felt heightened with errogenous heat and vibrations now, everything about this place kind of served to set the mood of this sexual inhibition, but I stood there with my legs frozen. At first i thought It was a trick. I didn't even know what to do, all I needed to do was release this feeling off my body. I put the cork back into the bottle. While the sex potion still wasn't worn out from my brain.
Then I heard Joshs footsteps follow towards the door and he held two glasses of wine held between his fingers, he caught me standing there, in the moment, perhaps my face was flushed in a frozen image.
"What's wrong, why're you standing in that manner?" he said looking straight at my shaky knees held together.
"Nothing haha.." I said pulling a smile and walked towards the door.
Maybe I wanted to feel his body close to mine so I walked closer to walk out out of the door, as his other hand brushes against my body, and suddenly, I reacted erotically still poisoned by that pink sex potion, fuck! and perhaps, this seemed to have triggered him more intensely and his eyes grew larger than earlier, he dropped those wine glasses on the floor and grabbed me by the hip quite quickly, and the passion in him heightened my already inflicted sexual drive towards him. He then kissed my lips, I reacted with a short moan.
"Wait, i feel strange." I said
"Why? You seem attractive right now. Just Let me kiss you." he continued kissing me as I fell behind onto some smack wall.
Maybe this shouldn't have happened but by now he picks me up by my thighs still kissing different corners of my tongue, and this kills me in every way, cuz my heart knows that this isn't real, it's the potion. He breathed heavily in different moments. It seemed real for him.
His hands slowly moving towards my ass and
the levels of arousal in me increased yet, I did all I could do to stop and make an excusable distraction.
"I think the floors dirty, look the wines spread all over your cubicle floor. We should clean that." I joked as we both turned to look at that pool of wine and wondered why this happened in a rather intense pattern.
"Hmm. Did you want to drink wine?" he read my mind. did he plan this.
"Yeah, I think so. think you should know. Ever since I took a sniff of your pink potion, I've been going crazy, there's images of rare obscene figures inside my head..." i expressed guilt in a loving manner.
"You did what?" he said looking terrified.