The breathing instructions his little sister taught him to calm down was the last thing Cian was thinking about at this moment.
"Mother Nyx, Goddess of the Night! This child of yours is useless, completely useless! Why would you choose this incompetent child to become a God's Chosen? I'm useless, utterly useless!"
Cian was on all fours pounding the ground with his fists as he cried out those words.
It has been a long time since he broke down like this. His little sister would always know what to say to calm him down, but since he was here by himself, he had no one he could turn to.
Even the few hundred people he came here with from the Church weren't from his camp and shared the same mindset as him and his little sister. He was truly all alone in this foreign land trying to accomplish an impossible task.
"WAH!!"
The more Cian thought about his current situation, the louder his wails became.
