Standing on the edge of the rooftop of her apartment building, she kept on thinking should I take this step? To be honest she was scared, the tears came rushing through her eyes as she thought no one knows what she is about to do, do they? it wasn't like she wanted someone to sto her but still as human she wanted someone anyone anything to hold her back, but she knew it is not going to happen. with tears in her eyes she thought what is going to happen after i am gone, she knew nothing will change, no one will care, the people who know her and even her family will cry for a while but they will move on, some people will get a entertainment gossip for some days, they will talk about her saying " ahh you know Aveha, she jumped off a 13 th floor building, ohh my , she was too weak to handle the pressure. she smiled yes they can say that because they don't know what it took me to come down to this place. They will never know how much i fought, but now it doesn't matter. She took her deep breath and put her earphones on listening to " Unravel"
from "Tokyo Ghoul" she jumped. while falling she had this beautiful smile and now she could understand why the falling scenes of animes were so satisfying. as she was falling all the memories from her childhood till now came rushing back to her. She hit the hard ground and started bleeding, no one was around, she opened her eyes for the last time only to close them forever.
With a sudden sound the Watchmen ran towards the sound, he stood there for a minute, there was a girl lying in the puddle of blood infront of her, he immediately regained his composure and called the president of the society and in a few minutes it was all chaotic. They called the police, they went to her apartment and knocked on the door calling her parents, they informed them about the incident. Her father stood there shocked, didn't know what to do, her step mother started crying, her father somehow managed to stand up gathering all his strength and went down, he called his son nd told him what happened. the police was already there and they started questioning, she held a note in her hand the police men noticed it and took it out of her hand and started reading it
it said" I am killing myself because I hate myself and I hate this world, call me coward, weak, or anything i don't care, i know what i am doing and how many times i have tried, but what's the point of it, when I hate myself , this world where people actually don't care about anything, they are being happy on someone else misery, they judge you like they know you but they don't,they want to be good when they are not, like even now when i am dead people will mock me, they judiciary system will ask them to do so many procedures, relatives will be asking for food , just to mock me with everyone. " they won't care about my parents feelings, in this world people want kids but they don't know how to raise them, they want them to listen but they don't know how to make them, so they raise their voice or use violence to suppress that, they don't want to admit that they are a failure as a parent, in reality no one cares about anyone, they just want to be the good guy, but deep down they carry hate, jealousy, greed, and what not." I hate this world.
the police man said she committed suicide, her father started crying, her mother was constantly crying, the police took the body in an ambulance to the hospital for postmartem.
the next day her father and brother ran here and there doing all the procedure so that they can get the body of her daughter and sister. the hospital said you have to pay the amount of 40,000 then you take her with you, they ha dono money at that time, her father was a pensioner and brother got his salary on 10 th. they hated her for doing that