A question that sometimes drives me crazy: am I or the others crazy ?
~ Albert Einstein
SILENT. it's dead silent. I am looking at the door of I.C.U where my beloved friend "Nat" is laying in unconscious state . I don't even know how all of these happened, we were enjoying our night and then suddenly all this happened , it just happened so quickly that honestly, I still haven't processed it at all. "Her parents are on there way here" Amaya said . It made me more anxious to be honest, I don't even know how am I supposed to face them. I was just in my own world when I suddenly felt sharp pain on my right cheek, I was in such a state that I didn't even reacted to it . When I looked up it was Mrs. Charles, Nat's mother. Her mascara was all messed up from crying. She was looking at me as if I am criminal. ALL THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU !!! I Should have never let my daughter to be friends with you, she is in I.C.U and you are the reason" Mrs. Charles screamed. She started shaking me and slapping me .
" CLAIR!!!! CLAIR ASHLEY" the actual fuck. I suddenly felt something over my face , so I opened my eyes and I saw Amaya standing with empty glass of water in her hand. WATER !?!??! . "Were you trying kill me !??!?!" I suddenly screamed . "What was I supposed to do then , you were having those nightmares again weren't you ?" She asked . And honestly I was so I nodded a yes. "It was not your fault girl, it was just an accident".
ACCIDENT. Yeah there happened an accident 6 years ago when we were 15. We were officially a trio but we lost one of our member "Nat". It could have been an awesome night if that tragic event wouldn't have taken place . It was all so beautiful and amazing but suddenly we heard Nat's scream. CAR ACCIDENT, it was a car accident that killed her. We took her to hospital right away but doctors said she will probably die. Next night she did died but I don't know why my mind is not ready to accept the fact . I don't know why when I entered that hospital it gave me eerie vibes. I just didn't felt safe around there. I even started feeling chokey when I entered the hospital and I told this to Amaya and his boyfriend but they assumed that I was hallucinating because of alcohol or tiredness or maybe because of the sudden shock. But I don't know why her death feels unexpected. I don't know why but I am still not ready to accept this bitter fact and nor do I think I ever will.
"Stop thinking about random thing, and get ready, we have to attend fashion event , if you still remember" Amaya said breaking train of my thoughts. "Yeah, fashion event , I remember" I said and went straight to shower. Well I am fashion designer and honestly I love nothing more than my job and friends of course. Whereas, my best friend Amaya Jules is a very well known model. And today we are called for a fashion event which we are willing to attend . "Come out girl, we are getting late" Amaya screamed from outside. I didn't replied, I do that often in order to annoy her. But annoying her can be dangerous sometimes, so i rushed outside and saw Amaya standing near the car waiting for me. She doesn't know how to drive a car lol. I took keys from her hands and started the engine.