---I'd strongly advise reading the 'read me' if you haven't already just to get an idea on what you're about to read---
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Where am I? What happened? Wasn't I sleeping?
It's really dark in here.
Am I in a box? No, it feels round. A big oval ball perhaps?
Are my arms bound or am I just hugging myself? Wait, do I even have arms?
Damn it, this is making me claustrophobic now. I need to get out as fast as possible otherwise I'm going to start panicking, need to break it open but I don't know what with. I'll bang my head against it if I have to.
I really hope this is some sick joke that someone pulled on me, don't know anyone who would do such a thing though. I better not be getting kidnapped.
As my panic was setting it, I started thrashing about trying to get free and my head was the only thing I could move. Luckily, I think my nose smashing against the side seemed to be doing the job as I started to hear cracking.
'Come on, just a little bit more'
A part of where I had been attacking then cracked off giving me some light and some air. However, the light coming through into the darkness completely took me back blinding me and the air started to burn my lungs.
I started uncontrollably wheezing trying to breathe in this terrible air. Once my body adjusted to this shock and my eyesight had also started to adapt, I saw something extremely large in front of me.
'What… the, FUCK IS THAT!?!'
Staring at me with huge hungry eyes and a body that defied logic was a creature that scared the crap out of me. Not literally, I think?
A dragon, a big black terrifying dragon. Black head, black scales, black everything.
'Yeah, the big scary dragon means me no harm. I need to wake up from this dream'
'Wait, can you read my freaking mind!?'
If it wasn't obvious, the terrifying dragon wasn't actually speaking. I could hear his voice directly inside my brain. It wasn't a very nice feeling. His voice was very deep.
'Wait, I thought telekinesis was movin- oh forget it, can you help me out of whatever I'm stuck in then?'
'What do you mea- Wait a second, egg? Oh, damn it, I'll just do it myself'
I started thrashing about again and after spending a little while doing it, I finally was free. But there was a much more immediate problem that came up.
'Just… What the hell am I?'
After I broke free from the egg, I immediately fell over as my legs just couldn't handle standing upright yet. It was then on the soft floor when I finally noticed what I was.
A bird. A reddish-orange bird with slight black markings down my chest. Or breast? I clearly was right about not having arms; they were now wings but why the hell am I a bird? Wouldn't it make more sense for me to be a dragon if I hatch out of a dragon nest?
Okay, I've really got to start calming myself down now otherwise I'm going to get badly worked up. Control my breathing, I should wake up shortly, right?
The large cave that I'm in, a creature even larger enters through the entrance. A red scaled dragon that must have been easily doubled the size of the black one.
'I think I'm going mad'
Her voice inside my brain sounds calming and kind, a little like a mother to be honest.
'Daughter?'
I look down at myself again trying to notice a third leg. I didn't notice anything to begin with but I thought some male bird's species don't have penises. I guess I'm female then. That's not a big deal, sarcasm definitely not intended.
'You know what, fuck it. Nothing more can surpr-'
The female dragon now overlooking the nest I'm in slightly flicks my face with its paw. Or was is its claw? Regardless, it felt and hurt like a smack though.
'Ouch, why the fu-'
She smacked me again!
At least that explains both slaps from the female dragon. She was now giving a death glare towards the male dragon as well. I was trying not to tear up, that really hurt.
'Ok, can please one of you explain what the f- No, just what's going on?'
I had to stop myself from thinking about swearing, being smacked hurt.
'That's not the issue. I don't understand why I'm a bird and not a human anymore!'
I'm not getting anything out of this conversation, am I? Will these two please give me some answers.
'That can't be right? This clearly isn't a miracle and I don't even remember dying. Damn it, I even have wings instead of arms'
'Fu- Ah, I'm going back to sleep. Hopefully, this turns out to be a nightmare'
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Of course, it wasn't a nightmare. I barely slept anyways.
"Fu"
Trying out what I'm actually able to do. I can just about barely hobble about and fu literally is the only noise I can make right now. This is mental torture; I can't even swear out loud in this freaking body.
It's only me and mother in the cave right now. Der- whatever his name is currently out getting food. It just seems easier to call them mom and dad anyways. It doesn't feel right but seeing that I'm apparently dead and I've just been reborn in an egg, this is the least of my worries right now.
'Ikarus?'
'You sure that sounds right?'
'No no, it's fine. I like it. It's ironic'
I had to cut her off here, actually don't mind the name if I'm being honest.
'Yeah, Ikarus died by flying to close to the sun. Phoenix is a bird of fire'
'I don't think it's literal. It melted something in his wings causing him to fall and drown. At least that's how the story goes, I think?'
'Odd? I'm pretty sure I'm a mythical bird communicating through my mind with a dragon right now'
This made her chuckle slightly. Her laugh made no sound though, it was a little weird.
As we were communicating, father flew in through the cave entrance crashing and sliding into the ground of the cave making a load of noise. This immediately irritated the other dragon.
This, didn't scare me in the slightest. I don't think there's much else that can surprise me now. Being reborn as a bird, meeting dragons, losing my little friend. I think it says a lot about me that the thing I'm most annoyed about is not being able to curse. Actually, I miss having thumbs and arms as well. Not having a penis is least of my concerns right now.
While he was getting up, several dead goats could be seen under where he crashed into. I'm surprised they weren't squashed by his impact; he must have been holding them in a way so they didn't.
Being called little one by the male dragon is starting to wind me up slightly but from his perspective, I am tiny. I'll just have to deal with it. Thinking about it, I could eat something. I can't cook it though, can I?
'Can I have something?'
My father throws one of them into the nest. Then I realize something important. Can I even eat this? An eagle is the closest thing I can think of that might be similar to a phoenix in looks so I reckon eating raw meat is fine but it's not exactly appetizing.
Still looking at the small poor dead goat next to me, my appetite starts to fade even more. I did eat meat a lot back in my previous life but I never had to actually carve it up. And even if I did, I would have arms and a knife, not a beak and wings.
Yeah, I'm not hungry now.
At least my mother understands my physical struggles. Even if I don't want any now.
The male dragon rips a large portion of the dear off and starts to chew it down finely. I immediately realize what's about happen, I most definitely don't have an appetite anymore.
'Umm, actually, I'm not hungry anymore'
'That's not the worst option'
'This is disgusting, I'm not doing it'
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I ended up doing it. I think my survival instinct took over.
That was, extremely humiliating to say the least. What makes it even worse was that the regurgitated meat didn't even taste that bad. It still wasn't great, reminded me slightly of undercooked mashed up lamb. Just might have been better if I could actually eat for myself.
Just why the hell am I a blasted bird?
Anyway, now that I've calmed down a lot and filled up, I actually start to have a look around me.
Starting off with the nest, it actually is surprisingly comfortable considering its basically just a pile of furs stacked up high on each other. I have no idea how long it would have taken to get this many animal corpses but considering these two are dragons, probably not that long. I think they sleep on the cave floor though so the furs are just for the nest.
There's also another egg in here that in my stressed-out state, I forgot to notice. I assume it will hatch soon but have idea if it will or not. It's roughly the same size as me.
Actually, thinking about it, I'm a lot bigger than what an eagle would be full grown right now. I might end up being the size of a dragon when I get bigger. That's not a pleasant thought.
It still makes no sense why two dragons end up having a different species hatch from their egg but I'm past questioning everything now. Whatever's happening, I'm kind of resigned to just accept it.
As for the rest of the cave, obviously the size of it is gigantic. To be able to fit these two dragons in, it clearly would have to be big. And seriously though, mother is a lot bigger than father.
I guess father must be into bigger women then. And no, that wasn't a fat joke! She literally is twice his size. She's not fat, okay?
There is also a small pond, no reservoir? It doesn't matter what it is called, there's a small hole in the ceiling of the cave which when it eventually rains, water must pour through it into this reservoir. It's pretty cool to be honest how it's naturally formed like that.
The last part of what I can see isn't actually in the cave itself, it's the entrance. All I can see outside is the sky and clouds meaning this cave must at the top of the mountain.
Of course, it would be on top of a mountain, dragons like mountains, right?
Now that I'm done noticing everything, I kind of feel like I'm missing something. I've supposed to be reborn as this mystical bird so shouldn't I have something else? Like a system or a way of levelling up or something like that?
'System? Status? Menu?'
Of course, that didn't do anything, I'm so stupid. I wonder if saying it out loud might work. No, it probably won't.
'Shit, I thought you were both asleep. Just trying out if I have a special power or something like that'
'Well, it's not though. I did live as a human before'
I would tell these two about it but I don't think they really care all that much. Maybe they don't like humans or they just have no interest in the past. I'm fine sharing or keeping it hidden anyways. My life wasn't all that memorable.
'So, how does power work in this world then?'
'I mean, is there stuff like magic and how do dragons breath fire? That sort of thing?'
'Why not?'
He seems a little dismissive of the entire thing, unsure what to make of it.
'I still would like to know regardless'
That, didn't help at all. He must really hold some disdain to mortals or magic then. I won't ask him about that again.
'Is it kinda like shouting?'
The second I thought that, my mind instantly went to an old video game about dragons. I wonder if that's been re-released on the toaster yet. I wanted to get it on my microwave as well.
'What about species of dragon? And what even is a phoenix?'
I know a little about Greek mythology but that doesn't mean it's the same story over here. Don't remember ever reading about a dragon hatching a bird.
It's just as I thought, there's no good information on what I am. It's a shame but what can I do about it? I'll just have to rely on what I know for now.
'Strength, colour and age?'
So, he isn't into bigger women, he's into stronger women. Each to their own, I guess.
Shouldn't she be orange like me then if she's strong with fire though? That's kind of a pointless question so I'll ignore asking that.
He started getting a little unnerved when speaking about humans. Not a nice memory of them, I reckon. Definitely not going to ask about that.
'Just how old are you two anyways?'
Oh, I forgot you're not supposed to ask old people their age. Whoops.
So, he must be over two thousand then.
'Any idea about my lifespan?'
That kind of goes against the myth though. There are only supposed to be one at a time and isn't it only supposed to live for five hundred years? That's still a heck of a long time though if it's true.
'I'm supposed to live that long with no arms?'
'Easy for you to say. You've got both and don't have a fear of heights'
He started silently chuckling at my response here. I don't know why though; it wasn't a joke. I'm terrified of heights. It's my biggest fear. My wings are pointless.
'I doubt it'