NOTE :
I probably would have been more careful with my handwriting if I had known I was going to give you this journal. You'll be far away from me by the time you receive this, just like we agreed. But I want you to keep this, not as a burden, but as a reminder of how valuable you are to me, how you deserve every good thing in this world, and for you to know how much I love you...
I am sorry for hurting you. You will always be the one for me...
You gave me memories to treasure for the years to come, and I will savor them until I die or suffer from brain damage, whichever comes first.
Please don't hold back that smile...
From now on, you should live your life as you please without feeling guilty. You've been through enough. You deserve to be happy. I will always be looking out for you, even though you may never see me again. Know that I am so proud of you and always have been. I will miss you.
Forever Yours...
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