"Hello, i'm the Author of the novel 'the chosen one of god legacy'. Thanks for all the supporting, i can finished this story…"
{whyyyyy oy author WHYYYYY TT}
{wtf! How dare you kill Lily-chan! I'm not gonna forgive you!!!!}
{f*ck! I'm not gonna recover from this ending;( }
Haaaaah, me too… currently i was reading the comments from novel i wrote 1 year ago. The ending of the novel i wrote was hated by some of my fans, and you know what… i f*cking hate it too. Even when the novel got award 'no.1 best novel in the century' i still regretted to wrote that ending
My novel is not just 'a story'. It's my life, my dream, and… my runaway. Then, why I created the ending that I loathe so much? It's simple actually, it's just a bad timing. Sometime in my life just gone bad and my heart changed temporarily, but i still writing. Then when i noticed, it's already too late.
{there's no need to change the ending. It's masterpiece}
Like they said, It's a masterpiece.
"Hahahahahaha how funny, the creation i hold dear to my heart, Every chapter that keep me accompany with, is destroyed by myself, and what more sucks is I can't change it. because while it hated, most people still worshiped it like it's what should have been done! Just like when the protagonist 'hero' sacrifice his twin sister to save the world!"
"Haaaaa… If… if i can return back, before i write that story… I wish to change it, or maybe…"
*
The end. My past life ended. Then i was reborn in the novel i created. How did i died? Dunno, maybe i got heart attack, or truck-kun appears in my room out of nowhere and hit me, or some god decided to grant my wish.
Anyway, to someone or something that bring me in this novel i must humbly say
"F*CK YOU!!!!!!!!! I do say want to change it but I DIDN'T MEANT TO CHANGE IT MYSELF HERE!!!"
Haaa. First let me explain my demise currently. When i woke up, I felt somewhat different
(The ceiling is unfamiliar… what the- oh my god! Did i got kidnapped??)
I started scanning the room I'm currently in. The room is spacious and gorgeous, the ceiling is full of yellow lines that look artistic, and the wall is painted with white and green flower-like patterns, and the most menacing one is the white chandelier that like sparkling in the ceiling, illuminating the whole room
(Whoa, got kidnapped sometimes maybe not too bad.)
"A,a,ah."
(My throat sore, oh hey that's a glass of water beside the bed isn't it)
I sit and reach the water, drink it, then my mind shocked after realising the small hand i used
(Oh, ah, un, eh, ?, !, #%*+!?#%)
I'm not cursing, it just my mind become overdrive
(I became a kid after i nap… no way!)
Adrenaline rush inside me to go up and check the mirror. What i saw is pale skin, dark brown haired child, round blue eyes when look closely contain starry night sky.
(Who!? No way!! This kid, is handsome! And it's me!)
(What? When? Where? Why? How?!)
(Okay, calm down, take a deep breath, i'm an adult. Wait, am i? I'm a kid now do i? No no no no no, let's not thinking for a while.)
Soooo, I'm now a little handsome boy, in a luxurious room after i woke up. Conclusion, Let's forget anything and return to sleep. Maybe I'm just tired so I accidentally transmigrated to a child…
And suprise~ i fall asleep
My name is Dream Bleaklife, i hate my name. I'm a son of the baron Bleaklife, despite being a baron, my family is a rich merchant. When i was 5 years old, I'm feeling a little scared but I don't know why. So I started training like crazy everyday. Day. After. Day. My fear just getting stronger so do my body. My family is scared by my action but not stopping me. Until my 8 years old come, when I remember my past life… I realized this is the world in my novel.
"It's okay, even though the story is ended up in tragedy, the ones who gonna suffer is the main characters only, changing the outcome is near impossible. Yes. The protagonist can save the world if I didn't intervene so I just have to survive and live comfortably… hopefully"
*
I had a dream. In that dream, the world is dull, white and black. I was an orphan, my life wasn't that bad but, wasn't that good either… it's boring, I didn't have a bond with anyone. I always feels something's missing…
One day I became a lawyer. At first i think this is it! I want justices! I m-mean i want to protect it…
but then I learned, there's no such thing. The world is a canyon of lies. There's no good or evil. The one I protect is just, stranger. And the justices is made by strangers. There's no way o-ut-
*
"HAaaah-hah..hah..huft… a nightmare? It's not scary and there's no monster… was it a bad dream?"
"Good morning brother~ are you okay? Wanna hug~?"
hug-
at my side is my twin sister with blonde hair, golden eyes, and a sleepy face, she hugs my arm. Gosh my sister is so cute! Must protecc! Don't dare some nobody lay hands on her, she's 8.
"Hehe~ nobody will lay hands on a count daughter, brother silly"
"I'm talking about tomorrow's tea party. There are many not-so-innocent kids that will trying funny if they saw your face. But worry not because they'll be dead if they're not strong enough to beat me"
"Hush brother, they are nobles! They dont beat people up, besides I can fight them myself if something really happens. Hehehe~"
Right, my sister really strong enough to defeat a bear. Even i can't beat her if she gets serious. And right, she can hear my mind, the same goes for me. It's a natural ability for twins probably
They say connection between twin is strong enough to read each other minds, but we can HEAR each other's minds and emotions. Neat right? Wrong! It's a curse. I'm a boy that will go through puberty! And a siscon for worse…
What will i do if my mind goes to the darkside! I heard something in the west called sutras have the ability to purifying mind, I must get it!
"Hihihi so brother has already started thinking that way huh~ don't worry brother, your sister will love you no matter what you become~"
"Uggghh. No Liliya… don't do this to me! Huff, I must preserve huft, or else"
"Or what~?"
"Or you gonna die laughing! Hyah!"
"KyAAAHaHaHaHAHA AHAHAHAHa stop- aHAHAhahAha!!
I started tickling Liliya till we can't take anymore our dry throats after wake up, then we started rushing to get first serve water. I Won
*
My brother is strange. This golden hair and golden eyes boy who so much resembles me, when 5 years old, my brother become depressed out of the blue.
Nothing he wants to do, nothing he give responses, and the most terrifying thing is I can't hear his thoughts.
(So quite… my brother is right here but I can't hear what he's thinking… is he not thinking anything?) I thought
"Brother! Let's play hide and seek!"
"Brother! Why are you not eat your steak? Did you sneak eating food before lunch again?"
"Brother brother! What comes first, chicken or egg?"
(He's ignoring me, is he mad at me?)
I'm scared so I didn't do anything again… then i have a dream… that, I didn't remember again. But after that, i think something changed inside me
"Hah hah huft a dream?… where is brother?" Beside me, i who always sleep with my twin brother since we're in our mom's womb, empty. Brother is not here. I'm shocked for a few second and tears start to form.
(Where? Brother?… hic) and then
[i want to die] it's brother mind
Burst of emotions surging inside me, fear and despair clouding my heart, and then… calm. My mind cleared… i don't want brother go, i love him, i want to stay beside him, I can't let him-
Tak, tak, tak,
I rush to where my heart tells me
[there's nothing for me in the world]
tak, tak, tak,
(NO, Brother! I'm here!)
[it's the same everywhere, nothing matter]
tak, tak, tak
(NO, Brother! I'm gonna play lots of fun games with you! I will bring you in many many fun place we can go!)
Crack- Crack- Crisp-
When i notice, i was running in the forest. They say we can't go inside the forest because it's dangerous.
"B-Brother… hic, where…hic" I'm scared but i keep running… and then i arrive, in the edge of a cliff
[…no one need me-]
"NO! BROTHER!"
I saw there, a boy turning his head to me, the boy… crying alone under the moonlight. I instinctively swallow my breath. There is brother, i want to say something, i want to confess my feelings, but I can't, my throat sore. But there's no need to for me. I ran, to my brother, and hug him. Don't worry, my mind, my feelings, my heart, will reach him. Because we're twins, because i love him
(I need you) (I love you)…
(I'm here)
Under the two moonlight, the twins crying, to their heart, attain where they belong to.
*
After that when i wake up, I'm in my bedroom, not remember how i got there. But more importantly
"Brother?"
"I'm here"
I flung to my brother immediately so he didn't get lost again. But I'm not crying like that night okay… well maybe a little, but just a little!
"Well, if my memories isn't wrong where that's near impossible, you cry for 2 hours and 2 more after the maid come to scold us. And after we eat, you don't want me to go anywhere, so we just sit in our bed while you clinging to me and crying for 1 hour on an interval of 30 minutes rest, then crying again till dawn."
"I-its b-because you become depressed!"
"Ugh sorry"
Hmph. Where i was up again? Oh then after that is my part of life to save a boy from depression. I play with brother a lot, i mean 24/7. Even when go to the bathroom i stay in front the door and vice versa. Of course we bath together because we're kids and twins, even till this day. Hehe I want to know when my cute brother became excited while seeing my body hehehe
Back to the topic, i tried so hard to become the perfect, cute, lovely, and adorable little sister. And guess what~ I successfully get him- i mean driving his depression away~
"Okay, it's enough recalling past! Look at the window, it's the capital"
"Whoaaa!! Sooooo huge and cooolll"
It's your medieval era super big city and super big castle, but inside the gate even more amazing~ it's MAGICAL city! Somethings flyings! Somethings sparklings! I even see Elves! Kyaaa they are super pretty~ there are some beastkin too! Waaah c-cuteee, even dwarves too! They are… umm s-strong- um they have b-big muscles! Yes that! Hooorayy Capital!!
We live in a world called Endera. There is 4 country in this continent, Utara Kingdom in north, Barat Republic in west, Timur Empire in east, and Darkland in south. I am a daugther of Count Pureheart in Utara Kingdom. And today is the first official tea party with other nobles kids that me and my brother gonna attend! I'm very excited~