My heartache and my head hurt but the was nothing I can do. Not when Alpha Rex seats close to me in the back seat. He didn't say anything, he didn't even talk about what I just said to try to acknowledge me.
Nothing at all and that hurt more.
It's odd and yet I didn't know how to react. Not when Ashina is jumping crazy inside me and I can't stop shivering and crying. I can't touch him, I want to hug him, I want him to put his hands around me and tell me he wants me.
I want to hold his hand all through the ride and get excited that I am going to be a luna. I want to be happy as I want to be in love with my mate and he too would love me that he will be too excited for me to be his mate that he will promise not to hurt me or make me feel bad instead of him to leave me crying.
'In our dreams' Ashina whispered.
