Sweetie's POV
He could leave soon now. He could be more helpful somewhere else in saving the world, the other three guys could handle it. I don't know why I chose it this way.
I was really trying to think about what was best in the end. More days alive with my children, or one day where my boy and girl would be with each other playing around like the kids they both had been. I didn't want them to suffer.
Even though it would hurt, I didn't think that shapeshifter would prolong the death. He might even show mercy to my children, since they were innocent in this whole scheme. By choosing this, I might have spared them. If not, then at least they wouldn't be pulled into a world of hurt and pain.
Especially my little girl. She already suffered, I just couldn't stand if she suffered more. No matter what anyone said, no matter what I did to make everyone happy? She would suffer, I know she would. I didn't want to imagine it.