The moment I got back into the apartment, that I lived with Amanda previously before Ryder asked me to move in with him, all I did was to lay down on the bed without bothering to move to change my clothes from the work clothes.
All I did today was to pack, drive to work, attempting to try to work, coming back to the apartment, bringing the suitcase up, and laying down. That’s it. That’s all I did today yet I feel like I had run a mile. Me being a non- athletic person that mile sounds hella lot less compared to the emotional roller coaster I had been through. Or maybe it might be more. Wouldn’t know unless I had actually run a mile.
The past months went so fast like a blink of the eye. Me meeting Ryder again, getting the contract with his company, being a part of his team, getting into his heart again, or I think I did, don’t know anymore. Though everything was so fast between us it just felt right. Or atleast it used to feel right.
