When it comes to achievements - what do you achieve by asking God for everything you need? Not putting in your own efforts. Failing at the level of practice. But winning due to maybe God's efforts. How do you feel about your achievements? When you know they were all asked for Ina temple and church and received as pity and / or love. Was it for this you were given such a big brain pain? Hands and legs what use did you make? You went walking to the temple with legs. You folded your hands in respect. You received without using your own brain. Is this something you will label as accomplishment / practice / learning. Are you really achieving a great deal doing it?
Where are you going wrong was never right with earth! Do you wanna change it? Can you get up early, exercise with you hands and legs. Work with your brain during the day ans achieve maybe not that big a lot. But you practiced here! You grew! Your enabled your success through you! Is this little achieved not a bigger achievement for you? If you had a child what will you teach her? Ask to God or work for earth? I don't say you cannot ask your father in heavens! It is your personal matter! If he gives I have no objection too! Or who am I to object? But is this why he created you with hands, legs and brains? Think! Before you repeat to do? What if he one day doesn't give you love or pity! Then where will you stand?