I realize that my husband's dead body is in the room, I stand up quickly and burst through the door finding a nurse ready to cover him I run to the beside and ask her for some time to see his face for the last time. When she allows she gets out of the room and I am left alone with Jeremy's lifeless body.
"I am so sorry Jeremy for what I did" I remain silent expecting an answer from him like my words would just bring back to life but nothing. I look at his dead lifeless body and I start crying all over again.
"Jeremy please come back to me please" I say putting my head on his cold hand while I cry, I feel a hand touch my shoulder in my mind I was expecting someone else but when I get to turn and I see my dad looking down at me, I stand up and give him hug.
"Dad, why?"
"I am sorry sweetheart about what happened"
"Why me dad?....why?" I ask him with tears in my eyes
"Honey, it isn't your fault"
"But it is"
"How?" He asks
"He got pissed when he found out that Louis raped me and just walked out on me leading to his death"
"But it was Louis' fault not yours"
"I wish I can just turn back the hands of time before this day but I can't...., I fucking can't bring him back to me"
"Don't worry Louis will surely pay for what he has done, I promise you that, Just please stop crying please" he says, I node my head in approval thrn my mom enters withbmy brothers running to me hugging me a while later the nurse comes back in to take his body for cleaning, I see her as she cover him up with a bedsheet over his head and rolls away with his bed my parents are holding me as tears flow through my eyes, I am later taken to my parent's home to say until the day of the burial when I arrive Luka is already waiting for me, he hugs me and I hug him tighter he is a true image of his father. Three dsys pass after his death and it's his burial ceremony I had to attend the ceremony and I see himas his coffin is being lowed in the rain to be put to rest, I felt like kill myself and going with him but I have to take care of Luka tears flow down my cheek with the rain. After the burial we head back home withbLuka all silent luckily I employ a guardian to take care of Luka when I am at work. Luka is now nine years old and is in the 6th grade.
One day when it was a day off work I remain home with Luka and Lisa the guardian I was cleaning up my bedroom when I suddenly hear a knock on the door, when Lisa goes to open it was Louis standing again on my front door.
"Lisa, who is it?" I asks as I am still in the bedroom
"It's a man who claims to know you"
"Okay, let me come" I say as I put doowb the bedsheets that I was holding on the bed when I reach the staircase I see it is Louis my face changes immediately.
"What in the fucking world are you doing here?" I ask rising my voice as I come down the staircase.
"Laranie, I am here to see you"
"Get out of my house right now"
"Wait for me to speak"
"I don't want to hear anu fucking shit coming from your fucking mouth, Get out"
"Laranie, just listen, I am sorry for the death of Jeremy"
"What the fuck? I nolonger want to listen to your fucking cap, Get out"
"Laranie, I just want you back in my life"I head up to him and slap him across the face
"Screw you Louis, I will never come back to you"
He holds me by y chin and pulls me close with red hot angry eyes
"You will be mine" he says with a claim but evil tone in his voice.
He pulls me into a forced, wet french kiss, I continue to fight until I get free from his cold, tight hold, I ran upstairs as he follows behind me, I reach my bedroom and try to close the door as he is pushing his way in unlucky he enters pushing me on the floor, he comes close to me with blood thirsty eyes as I start clawing back away from himbbut then I hit the wall, he comes up to me and carries me by the neck choking me I can see tears in his eyes as my life is slowly being taken away he then let's go and I gasp for air regaining back my breathing I can see so much anger in his eyes that I knew what was gonna happen next, he then lifts me up forcefully and puts me on my bed hr starts undressing himself as I fight for freedom, he tears off my clothes remaining naked I continue to fight as he is rapping me he get some or more angry due to the movement and sudde5he snaps he holds me by the neck and starts to chock me slowly while saying.
"Why? Won't you fucking be mine?"he says continuously as I am chocking, I slowly and slowly start seeing the light fading away and becoming darker and darker until I can't see anything with no breath I was dead, he has chocked me to death when he sees I am nolonger fighting he realises I was dead and jumps of the bed.
"Oh No, what have I done?" He asks himself, my lifeless body is on the bed naked and teats on my face.
"Louis, what have you done? You shouldn't have refused and went with me inside this couldn't have happened to you" he says talking to my body
"Okay, let me dress her up and cover her, it will be like she dead in her sleep" he dresses me up and lies me on my bed covering me, he then rushes out of the house not looking back.
Later on Lisa and Luka come in finding me in my bed, Lisa comes close to me and checks if I was breathing but finds out that I was dead she calls the police and takes Luka away, the police arrive shortly after and cover the crime scene taking away my body, one of the police officers hand a note to Lisa that I had left her.
"Madam, I think this is for you, I found it on her dressing mirror" Lisa opens it and reads
Dear Lisa,
I knew this day would come where I go meet with my husband, I know I have left Luka young yet I can't change fate but I leave to you this house and the deed to the house, all the wealth and property is yours ro share woth Luka I trust you please take care of my young boy and tell him everyday that I love him and that his father too loves him please, Lisa take care of my little Luka for me. Thank you for everything.
Laranie
Lisa bursts out into tears as she sees them taking my lifeless body away tobthe hospital, she vows to find justice for my death and she gives out all the information she could as the police searches for Louis, they find him dead in his house hugged up on the ceiling feeling the pain and fear of killing the one he loves due to anger. I was given a distant burial with my parents, brothers, relatives, Lisa, Logon, Linda and my son next to my husband's grave.
My son grows up to be a successful business man just like his father and the real image of hos father, I look apon him inthe peace where I am meant to be, reunited with my husband keeping him safe and watching over him with my beloved Jeremy.