Kriti's POV
You know what's the most horrible part of life is, when you want to die every second, but you can't because no body let you..
And when it become worst when you don't have anyone by your side but you are having your family but can't take a risk to tell them what yo are suffering...right!
I'm also feeling like that, because now I hate myself, I hate my life, I hate everything and most importantly I hate Aarush to the bottom of my heart.
I know you will all think me stupid because one time I started liking him as he started taking care of me but at that moment, my hope, my liking everything got crushed.
It's only been one month, since I'm married and let me tell you Aarush is still humiliating me everything I did for him, like cooking and arranging his paper work but he would snap at me that why I touch his things.
But from past one week, I was engrossed myself in work because it's a important deal and the surprising thing is that the person who is ready to meet us is living in America and his company name is Raijada industries and my Dad said to me to look after the deal to go and meet him and finalise the deal.
Since I can't speak, I get ready the presentation in a slide show and make a different chart of benefits so that he can understand, but I'm feeling nervous, my heartbeat is raising just only to think to go there.
But never mind, I got ready and we are meeting in a restaurant, since Aarush is not here and also I don't need to take his permission, but in this week because of the project, my eating schedule got less and I was also sleeping less.
There is some dizziness but I shrugged it off because once this deal will be finished I will sleep whole day.
As I have my own car, so I put the address in the GPS and start driving, after 15 minutes I reach there and write on my phone to show it to reception.
''MY RESERVATION UNDER RAIJADA.'' she read it and said me to follow her.
I reached there with the help of her and saw there was no one except at the corner of the restaurant, A mam was sitting there and I don't know my heartbeat have no bound.
I went there in a slow steps and he noticed my presence he turned around.
My breathe hitched, he has sharp jawline, and well build muscle, looking so handsome even more than Aarush..
'what the hell are you thinking, you stupid girl?' I scolded myself.
I cleared my throat because he was continuing staring at me, ''You are late miss.''
'Okay, this was not I'm expecting.' I thought..
I write on my phone, 'Sorry, because of traffic.' after reading it he nodded but he didn't ask question that why I was writing instead of talking.
''Don't worry I won't judge you just because you are mute.'' He said in his deep husky voice.
BUT-
HOW DOES HE KNOW?
I looked at him with wide-eyes he was having straight face, even no emotions, cold as ice.
''CEO of your company told me and you can use sign language, I know it.'' I was grateful that he know it.
After that our meeting got successful, and he got ready and during this I got to know his name which was REYANSH, and to be honest I was quite nervous and shocked because this man never leave from my mind and that day I personally meet him.
And at that day when I reached home, Aarush was also there but he don't care where I go as I was about to go upstairs, dizziness again hit me, and soon black spots came and I lost my balance.
But when I woke up Aarush took care of me and hopes started growing but he crushed them like a piece of paper.
'Don't get your hopes high, I just took care of you because I don't want trash lying on the floor.' He said.
But now it's been 5 months of our marriage and now I can't live here anymore because I feel suffocated and you know why?
True to his words, he made my life a worst than animal, because every day he brought a new girl for doing sex just beside of my room so that I can listen them, and whenever his friends came over and ask about me than only one reply came, 'Oh, she is my house maid.'
I felt too much humiliation, every day I cried not because he is openly cheating on me, just because he crushed me, he crushed my self-respect, he broke me.
Right now it's 1 in the afternoon, and Aarush told me to prepare some dishes for his friends which are coming at 3.
I hurriedly started preparing and it took me 1 hour to prepare and then I start cleaning everything and put some decent clothes.
As soon as bell ring, I opened the door, and here comes their friends.
Everyone got inside but one came late and eyeing me up and down, I felt uncomfortable and I hurriedly went inside the kitchen.
I set up the table and serve the food, but that man when I was serving him he put his hand on my thigh, I flinched and due to which food fell on him.
Serves him right..
I bow as a sign of apology, but his eyes show anger and Aarush also stand abruptly, I tried to tell him, but he glare at me and took him to the washroom.
I fastly write on my phone so that he can understand what happened.
''Look, it's not my mistake, I was serving him food but he suddenly put his hand on thigh and I flinched due to which it's all happened.'' I write this and when he came back, I show him phone and he did read it.
''Is it true?'' Aarush asked while taking my phone from me and show it to him.
''No, bro it's a misunderstanding, it's actually done by a mistake, nothing like that, I didn't know, you have this self-obsessed maid, who think highly of her and insult me.'' I widen my eyes, that how smooth he lie.
I shook my head and held his arm and try to said that whatever he was saying, all was lie, but he jerked my hand and slapped me in-front of everyone.
''I just gave you one work, one work, that is to satisfied my friends, but I never said to you or allow you to insult my friends, what do you think of yourself, huh! you useless whore.'' He said while holding my hairs in a tight grip and my cheek was hurting too much.
In these months, everyday my body gain new bruise, not any space left where bruises aren't there and you know what's the most funniest thing, I Can't even run away or complaint to any one because every time he lied and declare me as a mental patient who always try to hurt myself, he even have a fake report regarding it.
''You know, you are nothing, just a piece of trash and useless person in the world, why don't you just die because I'm sure nobody would like to be with you and you know why, a man when he pleasure a women, what exaggerates him more to do it, is the moans but you can't even do that, you can't even satisfied a man because you can't talk.'' He said while laughing and also his friends starts laughing too.
Today I feel like to die, because today nothing left, everything is destroyed, my self-respect, my dignity, everything.
''You are nothing just a piece of trash and a burden on the earth, and you know I don't even love you, so just get out of here, because I'm totally fed up from you, I don't want to see your ugly face anymore, please just get lost from here and yeah, just do one thing, just die in any corner, but from now onwards don't show your face to me and yeah wait a minute.'' He said and went upstairs.
Till he was upstairs, I lost my balance and fell on my knees because nobody was saying anything, only they are listening and laughing.
What kind of sick people they are? God, why you make me like that, why you didn't gave me my voice, why God? why? I was crying, crying and crying.
''Here.'' he said after coming back and throw some paper and a pen on my face.
It was the divorce paper.
''Just sign it and get out.'' He said.