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Chapter 23 - Chapter 23: Fearful Friend

I ventured onto the upper decks, stargazing above as I enjoyed the embrace of the cosmos. Every star and every distant planet shone brilliantly within the endless darkness, a reminder of the infinite expanse that surrounded us. The serenity of the scene was a stark contrast to the turmoil within me.

There, I saw Zig. It felt like ages since we'd last met, but he was an unusual fellow—rude, arrogant, and somehow always absent during our missions. I was sure he did something on this ship, but I had never seen it. As he approached, his demeanor was as self-righteous as ever.

"Leon," Zig said, his voice dripping with disdain. I didn't reply, merely nodding my head as he walked closer.

"You guys got banged up pretty bad, huh?" he sneered, his words igniting a spark of anger within me. My darkened eyes locked onto his, filled with a cold fury.

"Where are the others?" I asked, my tone as frigid as a winter's night.

"Well, calm down, kid. That's not how you talk to your senior, is it?" he smirked, his arrogance fueling my rage. Without thinking, I charged at him, my fist gripping the collar of his shirt, lifting him off the ground.

"Let him go, Leon," Rudo's commanding voice cut through the tension. He stepped between us, his strong hands effortlessly separating us. Zig looked at Rudo, a flash of guilt crossing his face.

"Don't you have something important to tend to?" Rudo commanded, his tone leaving no room for argument. Zig didn't reply, his smirk wiped clean. He hurried off to the lower decks, leaving Rudo and me standing in the silence of the cosmos.

I released a breath I hadn't realized I was holding, my fists still trembling with suppressed rage. "You need to control that temper, Leon," Rudo said, his voice a mix of concern and authority. "We've been through too much to start tearing each other apart now."

I nodded, the cold night air doing little to soothe the burning anger within me. "He just... he gets under my skin."

Rudo sighed, placing a reassuring hand on my shoulder. "I know. But we need to stick together. We're all we've got out here."

"Where are the others?" I asked, my voice still edged with tension.

"They're in the medbay," Rudo replied, his tone softening. "Drill took the worst of it."

Without another word, I turned and made my way toward the medbay, each step heavy with the weight of recent battles. The corridors were dimly lit, the hum of the ship's engines a constant backdrop to my thoughts. I entered the medbay, the scent of antiseptic sharp in the air.

Drill lay on a cot, his body covered in bandages. His breathing was labored, each inhale a struggle. I approached him, my heart heavy. "Drill," I said quietly, my voice barely above a whisper.

He opened his eyes, the pain evident in his gaze. "Leon," he rasped, a weak smile forming on his lips. "Looks like I got a bit more than I bargained for."

I forced a smile, though my heart ached seeing him in such a state. "You fought bravely. We wouldn't have made it without you."

Drill's smile faded as he grimaced in pain. "Just doing my part," he muttered. "But what about you? I saw what happened with ZoZo. That power... it was something else."

I looked away, the memory of the battle still fresh and raw. "I'm not sure what to make of it," I admitted. "It's dangerous, and I don't know if I can control it."

Drill nodded weakly. "Just remember who you are, Leon. Don't let that power consume you."

I squeezed his hand, feeling the strength of his grip despite his injuries. "Rest now," I said softly. "We'll figure this out together."

Drill closed his eyes, and I stood there for a moment, watching the rise and fall of his chest. The weight of recent events pressed heavily on my shoulders. As I turned to leave, a thought nagged at the back of my mind.

"Drill," I said, my voice hesitant. "Do you know anything about Rad? He's been... different since the fight with ZoZo. More skittish and fearful."

Drill opened his eyes, a flicker of understanding passing through them. "Rad's been through a lot," he began, his voice weary but steady. "He was once a great leader in his goblin clan, you know. Fought many wars on his home planet. He was a warrior, respected and feared."

I nodded, remembering the fierce determination I'd seen in Rad during our battles. "What happened?" I asked, sensing there was more to the story.

Drill sighed, a deep sadness in his eyes. "Orphease and his army came," he said, his voice tinged with bitterness. "They destroyed his planet, leaving nothing but ashes and ruins. Rad managed to escape into the cosmos, one of the very few members of his clan to survive. He lost everything—his home, his family, his people."

I felt a pang of sympathy for Rad, understanding now the depth of his fear. "No wonder he's been so on edge," I muttered. "But why is he so afraid of me?"

Drill's gaze was steady. "Because he sees something in you, Leon. Something that reminds him of Orphease. The power you wield, the aura you emanate—it's terrifying. It's a reminder of the destruction that took everything from him."

I clenched my fists, the truth of Drill's words cutting deep. "I don't want to be like Orphease," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "I don't want to be a monster."

Drill reached out, placing a reassuring hand on my arm. "You're not a monster, Leon. You're a warrior, fighting for those you care about. Rad may be fearful now, but don't underestimate his strength. He's still the same warrior who led his clan into battle, who fought against impossible odds. He'll stand by you, just as he did when you rescued us all."

I took a deep breath, trying to let Drill's words sink in. "I hope you're right," I said, my voice filled with uncertainty. "I don't want to lose any more of my crew."

Drill smiled weakly. "We're a team, Leon. We've been through hell and back together. And we'll keep fighting, no matter what."

I nodded, feeling a renewed sense of determination. "You rest now," I said again, more firmly this time. "We need you back on your feet."

Drill gave a faint nod, closing his eyes once more. I turned and left the medbay, my thoughts swirling with the weight of our conversation.

I ventured to the upper decks, star-gazing above as I enjoyed the embrace of the cosmos. Every star and every distant planet shone brightly within the endless dark. It was a stark contrast to the turmoil that churned within me. There, I saw Rad. It felt like ages since we'd met, but now, things were different. He was healing from his injuries, but the haunted look in his eyes told me everything I needed to know.

"Rad," I called out, my voice cold and unyielding. He flinched, the fear evident in his eyes. Fear of me.

He looked up, his gaze meeting mine with a mix of apprehension and dread. "Leon..." he started, his voice trailing off as if he didn't know what to say.

I leaned against the railing, staring out into the vast expanse of space. "You look like you've seen a ghost," I remarked, my tone devoid of warmth.

Rad swallowed hard, his eyes darting around nervously. "It's just... what you became down there. It was..."

"Terrifying?" I finished for him, my voice icy and sharp. "Yeah, I know."

Rad didn't respond immediately, his eyes reflecting the stars above. "You looked like the Destroyer of Worlds himself," he finally said, his voice barely a whisper.

I turned to face him, my expression hard. "Good," I said. "Let them fear me. Let them know what it means to cross me."

Rad's fear deepened, but there was a glimmer of understanding in his eyes. "I've seen a lot of horrors, Leon. But nothing like that. You reminded me of... Orphease."

The mention of Orphease sent a ripple of anger through me, but I kept it contained, a simmering heat beneath a calm exterior. "I am not Orphease," I said quietly, the words carrying a chilling weight. "I am something far worse. I am the retribution for every sin, every atrocity committed by monsters like him and ZoZo."

Rad shuddered at my words, but he didn't look away. "I know you're different, Leon. But it's hard to forget what I saw."

I stared at him for a long moment, the silence between us filled with unspoken tension. "You've fought many wars on your home planet, haven't you?" I asked, my voice low and even.

Rad nodded slowly. "Yes. I was a leader, a warrior. But Orphease destroyed everything. I escaped into the cosmos, one of the few survivors of my clan."

"Then you know what it's like to lose everything," I said, my tone smooth and unyielding. "To feel that burning need for vengeance. I won't apologize for what I am, Rad. But know this—I fight for those who can't. I fight for those who've lost everything."

Rad looked at me, his fear still there but tempered with a newfound respect. "I understand, Leon. And despite everything, I'll stand by you. We all will."

I nodded, a dark smile playing on my lips. "Good. Because this fight is far from over. And we'll need every ounce of strength to bring Orphease to his knees."

As I walked away, leaving Rad to his thoughts, I began to giggle. The laughter grew, starting as a low chuckle and escalating into something more unhinged. I knelt down to the ground, clutching my sides. "Why did I just say those things? Were they really my words? When have I grown so bold and vengeful? Where is this confidence coming from?"

My mind spiraled, questioning the sanity of my own actions. Have I changed since the fight with ZoZo? Twisted images of chaos and destruction flashed through my mind, fragments of a dark symphony orchestrated by Orphease. Faces of the damned, screams of the tormented, and the blood-soaked ground haunted my thoughts.

"Am I still Leon? Or have I become something else entirely?" The darkness seemed to whisper back, feeding on my doubts, intertwining with my soul. The cosmos above, once a source of wonder, now felt like an endless abyss, echoing the turmoil within me. The stars blurred as tears of rage and confusion welled up in my eyes.

This new power, this insatiable thirst for vengeance—it felt foreign and yet deeply ingrained. My thoughts twisted, battling for control against the creeping influence of Orphease's chaotic energy. Was this my destiny? To become a harbinger of destruction, a pawn in Orphease's grand design?

With a shuddering breath, I stood up, wiping the tears from my face. The path ahead was shrouded in uncertainty, but one thing was clear—I could not afford to falter. The battle for my soul had only just begun, and I would need every ounce of strength and cunning to confront the darkness within.

Suddenly, the intercoms crackled to life, a commanding voice echoing through the ship, "All capable crew members assemble to the upper decks. Captain Darby has word of our next task." I made my way swiftly, the metallic corridors reflecting the urgency in my steps. Upon arrival, I joined the line where Zig, Rudo, Rad, and Opol were already assembled. Opol nodded in acknowledgment as I took my place beside him.

The heavy thud of boots resonated through the deck as Darby approached, his presence imposing. Saluting us with a grim nod, he began, "Men, thank you for completing our bounty on ZoZo. It was a difficult task, but we prevailed without suffering casualties. Everyone returned alive, and for that, we should be grateful."

We nodded in unison, a silent acknowledgment of the trials we had endured. Darby continued, his voice steady yet carrying an undertone of urgency. "Our next destination is Rigtor, a planet enshrouded in sand, rife with black markets and dubious merchants."

Rudo grunted, his skepticism evident. "Why are we going to that shit hole?"

Darby's lips curled into a smirk, though his eyes betrayed a deeper seriousness. "To rescue a girl."

"A girl?" Zig echoed, incredulity tinging his voice. "And what are we to do with this girl?" Opol questioned, his tone measured but curious.

Darby sighed, a fleeting look of confusion crossing his features. "Listen, fellas, I haven't gotten all the details yet. I'm moving step by step, following orders from higher up. But I sense this mission is crucial, and it's not just any girl we're talking about."

The crew exchanged glances, a mixture of curiosity and concern flickering in their eyes. The weight of the unknown pressed upon us, the shadows of uncertainty stretching long and dark.

Rigtor, a planet of desolation and treachery, loomed ahead. Its sands whispered secrets of lost souls and forsaken deals. The air would be thick with the scent of danger and deception, a place where the line between ally and enemy blurred into obscurity.

Darby's eyes met mine, a silent understanding passing between us. This mission, shrouded in mystery and peril, would test us in ways we had yet to fathom. The darkness of the cosmos seemed to pulse with anticipation, as if aware of the storm that was about to be unleashed.

"Prepare yourselves," Darby commanded, his voice cutting through the tension. "We depart for Rigtor at dawn. Be ready for anything."

As the crew dispersed, a sense of foreboding settled over me. The path ahead was veiled in shadows, and the echoes of our past battles lingered like ghosts.