Christian wanted Felix as much as he wanted him. This was evidenced by the intensity of his passion with which he took his mouth and caressed his hard nipples with his thumb.
Ah! Felix put his arm around his head. Soft hair under his fingers. The trembling of anticipation. His body missed him so much!
Not only the body, he realized through the passion that overwhelmed him. In Christian's strong arms he could relax and find relief from the stress of work. He felt safe in Christian's arms.
How did this happen? When? At what point did his school friend become so involved in his life that Felix, who always had to be responsible and strong to take care of Gustav, could finally relax and entrust everything to someone else?
Christian pushed harder and Felix's hand moved across the desk, catching the stack of documents. They fell to the ground in a shower of swirling pages. It's nothing, Felix thought. They weren't important anyway.