It's been 7 months since I've been in here and I'm starting to get bored. While I like being alone in my room is nice, being alone in a room for months and months is driving me insane.
Hiroka and Kasai do inform me about news from the outside world and I trust the two of them a lot more than Tomura. It's odd how Tomura hasn't been by lately. I can still hear what he said to me that day in my head and I'm getting worried what if he's killing or torturing people right now and I can't stop him because I'm in this dam room!. No letting my thoughts take over isn't going to help me anymore. I just need to remember what Hiroka told me in our sessions. It's nice that he's a licensed therapist so that helps me a lot so I don't go insane from social isolation.
Heh it's funny how social isolation works doesn't it. You isolate yourself from others and you don't have anyone to talk to you. Yet here I am spending the rest of my days in a black room. It kinda reminds me of a void in some way or perhaps like a bank vault. And now I'm just sitting on the ground just thinking hmm perhaps I just draw something after all I have notebooks and sketchbooks. And Tomura even brought my laptop for me at least I have a password on it so he can't look through it. I don't like when he invades my privacy how would he like it if I did that to him.
Yuuto was just sitting on the ground facing the wall in the room when he heard the door open. He immediately turned around and started to stand up when he saw it just Hiroka. So when he realized that he relaxed but he stood up.
(Yuuto it's just me I'm not Lucifen-sama).said Hiroka
When he stepped into the room Then he closed the door behind him and turned on the light. He did wonder why did sir- I mean Yuuto like the dark when he's alone maybe it's just something that he did when he was younger.
(Oh hello there Hiroka why did you visit me today is something going on with my bro-I mean Tomura).said Yuuto
Yuuto then sat down on his chair while I sat on his bed.
(No there's nothing going on with Lucifen-Sama that I'm aware of but I can check later if you'd like).said Hiroka
(That would be nice of you Hiro).said Yuuto
Yuuto grabbed his notebook and a pencil.
He hasn't called me Hiro since before he got locked up in this place.
(Why are you grabbing a pencil and opening up your notebook?).said Hiroka
(I've had some ideas in my head for a drawing of mine so I'm going to write them down. So in case I forgot all I have to do is look through my notebook and there they are).said Yuuto as he finishing writing in the notebook.
After he closed his notebook Yuuto and Hiroka then began to talk.
Hiroka checks his phone and realizes that the two of them have been talking for three straight hours.
(I have to go Yuuto or else Kaisai might get worried about me for not guarding the door with him)said Hiroka as he stood up and walked towards the door.
(Oh that's alright Hiro. I don't want Kaisai getting worried)said Yuuto
Yuuto then turned in his chair toward Hiroka and he waved to him. Hiroka waved back at him and then opened the door and locked it back up.
Yuuto then turned his chair back and stood up he then tried to walk without falling again to the white door and then he closed it behind him.